Hemstead was pacing the room, as was his custom when excited. His
face was aglow with earnest, elevating thoughts. His ungainliness
had utterly vanished; and Lottie acknowledged that she had never
seen a nobler-looking man. She felt that perhaps they were both on
the threshold of a larger and richer life than they had ever known
before. She saw dimly, as through a mist, that which her heart
longed to believe,--the truth that God does care about His earthly
children,--that He was not to her a mere shaping force or power,
but a tender, gentle-hearted helper. Therefore she waited eagerly
and hopefully for Hemstead to speak.
But he felt that the glad tumult in his mind rendered him unfit to
be her guide just then, and therefore said: "Miss Marsden, I want
to think calmly and carefully over what you have said. I want
to take this briefest of all texts, 'Jesus wept,' as a lamp in my
hand, and with it explore the rest of the Bible. Already it seems
that it may be like carrying a light into a treasure vault, and
that where before was darkness, gems and riches now will glitter."
"And I, who have had the good fortune to strike the light for you,
am in the mean time to sit outside of the 'treasure vault,' and
perhaps neither see nor get any of the 'gems.' I don't agree at
all to your gloating alone over what may be discovered."
"And can you think I would wish to 'gloat alone'?" said Hemstead,
reddening. "It will be my chief joy to bring back all I find to
you."
"I'm not that kind of a girl," said Lottie, with a little emphatic
gesture. "If I wanted something from the top of a mountain, I
would not send a man for it, but would go with him after it. This
helpless waiting, or languid looking on, while men do everything
for us, is as absurd in one direction as the Indian custom of making
the squaw do all the hard work in another. I don't see why we
can't take this genial little lamp of a text, and do some exploring
together. I will hold the lamp, and you do the looking. Here is the
Bible, and there is your seat beside this dismal, smoking fire. I
fear you have treated it as you did us this morning,--put on green
wood."
"I think you are right in both cases," he said, his telltale color
again suddenly rising.
"No matter, it was good wood in both cases, as you will see when
it becomes ripe and dry."
"It will never do for me to become dry as a preacher, Miss Marsden."
"Yes, it will in my sense, for then you will kindle more easily,
and therefore kindle others. But come, I am holding the lamp, 'Jesus
wept.' Every thing you can find in the Bible that will confirm the
hope of God's sympathy--that He cares for us as we are, with all
our faults and weaknesses--will be most welcome."
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