Lottie was so positive and determined, and her manner so irresistible,
that Hemstead had no thought, save that of compliance. She had that
piquant imperiousness to which men are willing slaves when it is
manifested graciously, and by a pretty woman. He was like a ship
caught in a gale, and there was nothing to do but scud before it.
At the same time, it seemed that she was driving him swiftly towards
the haven and rest of a better and broader faith.
Therefore he sat down by the dismal, smoky hearth, but turned
expectantly to her face, which, in contrast, was all aflame with
hope and interest.
"The impression grows upon me," he said, "that you are being guided,
and therefore you shall guide me."
"I want to settle the question," she replied, "whether I can love
and trust God; or whether, as I feared this morning, I must dread
and almost hate Him. It seems to me that the only thing religion
does for Cousin Bel is to make her uncomfortable. If what you told
us, and what she experiences, is true religion, then I shall ignore
it and forget all about it as long as I can,--till God commences
with me, and puts me by way of trial into the fiery furnace of
affliction. I fear only a cinder would be the result. But if the
natural explanation of these two words, 'Jesus wept,' is true,
then God is kinder, gentler, and more sympathetic than any human
friend. Prove to me that the One who, out of pure tender-heartedness,
cried just because others around Him were crying, though even about
to remove the cause of their sorrow, is the God of the Bible, and
I will thank you, with lasting and unmeasured gratitude. Then your
teaching will be a gospel,--good news in very truth. You say the
Old and New Testaments both make one Bible, do you not?"
"Yes."
"Well it is the Old Testament that I most dread. It is so full
of wars and bloodshed, and strange, stern rites. And then the old
prophets say such awful things! Still, I admit that it's all very
vague and dim in my mind. Can you find anything in the Old Testament
that corresponds with the words 'Jesus wept'?"
The student rapidly turned the leaves of the large Bible upon his
lap, and read:
"Like as a father pitieth his children, so the Lord pitieth them
that fear Him.
"For He knoweth our frame: He remembereth that we are dust."
"That fits like light to the eye," exclaimed Lottie, with exultation.
"What becomes of your sermon, Mr. Hemstead, in view of such texts?
Truth is not contradictory."
"You shall see in a moment, Miss Marsden what becomes of my sermon,"
and he hastily left the room.
While Lottie was wondering at his action, he returned and threw
the manuscript on the hearth. But while the green wood had been
smoking so dismally, it had also dried and kindled; and Hemstead's
heavy sermon, so far from quenching the rising flame, seemed just
the encouragement needed to develop a cheerful blaze, in the midst
of which it perished, like a narrow, sour, but sincere, well-meaning
old martyr of former days.
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