She felt as if endowed with a new sense, by means of which she was
becoming dimly conscious of a new and different world. She was more
than happy: she was thrilling with strange and mysterious joy, and
was elated beyond measure, as if Christian principle and heaven
were already won; as many a pilgrim is happier before the quickly
coming fall into the "Slough of Despond" than ever again until
within the gates of the Celestial City.
Lottie's flame-like spirit was not prone to take anything coolly;
and now that her soul was kindled by fire from heaven, and in
addition her whole nature awakened by the as yet unrecognized, but
strongest of earthly forces,--the natural love of her heart for
the one to whom only had been given the power to inspire it, little
wonder that her but half-suppressed excitement was surprising both
to herself and others,--little wonder that she was more radiant
than ever she had been upon the gayest and most brilliant occasions.
There was nothing unnatural in her experience. She had looked upon
the face of Him who is the light and life of the world. Let her
enjoy the brief ecstasy. Never chill the soul that is thrilling with
the first strong pulses of spiritual life by discouraging doubts.
Remind such, if you will, that now, as with the disciples of old,
the moments on the Mount of Transfiguration are few, and the days
of work and self-denial on the lowly plain many. But do not fail to
close your homily with the assurance that the work and self-denial
are of earth, while the illumined mount is the type of an eternal
heaven.
The evening was passing. While devotion burned more brightly, sentiment
was flickering out. The others were growing weary. Hemstead had
the tact to see this, and he also wished to be alone that he might
think over the bewildering experiences of the day. Therefore he
suggested that they close with Ray Palmer's beautiful hymn, that
from the first moment of faith, until faith's fruition, is the
appropriate language of those who accept of God's remedy for evil.
"My faith looks up to Thee,
Thou Lamb of Calvary,
Saviour divine.
Now hear me while I pray,
Take all my guilt away,
O, let me from this day
Be wholly Thine."
He hoped that with Lottie it might crown the teachings of the day,
and fix her thoughts on the true source of help.
This hope found a richer fulfilment than he expected, for to her
awakened spirit the lines seemed inspired to express her deepest
need. As the last words trembled from her lips the rush of feeling
was too strong for repression, and she impetuously left the room.
CHAPTER XXI.
MISUNDERSTOOD.
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