The soft snow muffled his steps, until at last he said, hesitatingly,
"Miss Martell."
She started violently, and trembled as if shaken by the wind.
"Pardon me," he said hastily. "It was very stupid in me to thus
startle you, but you seemed so intent on something upon the river
that I thought you would never see me."
"I--I was not expecting you," she faltered.
"Then I have done wrong--have been mistaken in coming."
"O, no; I did not mean that. I thought you were in New York. We
expected you this evening."
"Shall I go away then, and come back this evening?"
"Yes; come back this evening, but do not go now,--that is, just
yet. I have something to say to you. Please forgive my confusion.
I fear my nerves have been shaken by what I have passed through."
And yet such "confusion" in one usually so composed did puzzle
him, but he said hastily, feeling that it would be better to break
the ice at once, "I came here not to 'forgive,' but to seek your
forgiveness."
"You seeking my forgiveness!" she said in unfeigned surprise.
"Yes," he replied, humbly bowing his head. "Heaven knows that I
am weak and faulty enough, but when I have wronged any one, I am
willing to make acknowledgment and reparation. I cannot tell you
how eager I have been to make such acknowledgment to you, whom
I revere as my good angel. I acted like a fool in the chapel last
Monday afternoon, and did you great injustice. You have never shone
on me 'coldly and distantly like a star,' but again and again have
stooped from the height of your heavenly character that you might
lift me out of the mire. It's a mystery to me how you can do it.
But believe me, when I am myself, I am grateful; and," he continued
slowly, his square jaw growing firm and rigid, and a sombre, resolute
light coming into his large dark eyes, "if you will have patience
with me, I will yet do credit to the good advice, written in a
school-girl's hand, which I keep treasured in my room. Weak and
foolish as I have been, I should have been far worse were it not
for those letters, and--and your kindness since. But I am offending
you," he said sadly, as Alice averted her face. "However the future
may separate us, I wanted you to know that I gratefully appreciate
all the kindness of the past. I sincerely crave your forgiveness
for my folly last Monday. For some reason I was not myself. I was
blinded with--I said what I knew to be untrue. Though you might
with justice have shone on me as 'coldly and distantly as a star,'
you have treated me almost as a sister might. Please say that I am
forgiven, and I will go at once."
Imagine his surprise when, as her only response, she said abruptly,
"Mr. Harcourt, come with me."
His wonder increased as he saw that her eyes were moist with tears.
She took him to the bluff, behind the boat-house, where in the
snow were the traces of one who had slid and fallen from a perilous
height.
"What do these marks mean?" she asked,
"It didn't hurt me any," he replied with rising color.
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