"Did you stop to think at the time whether it would or not? Have
you thought what a chain of circumstantial evidence you left against
you on that dreadful night? Now come with me into the boat-house,
and let me tell you in the mean time that a lace curtain in my room
is sadly torn, and one of my window-panes broken."
While he yet scarcely understood her, every fibre of his being was
beginning to thrill with hope and gladness; but he said deprecatingly:
"Please forgive my intrusion. In my haste that night I blundered
into a place where I had no right to be. No doubt I was very rough
and careless, but I was thinking of the pain of cold and fear which
you were suffering. I would gladly have broken that to fragments."
"O, I am not complaining. The abundant proof that you were not
deliberate delights me. But come into the boat-house, and I will
convict both you and myself, and then we shall see who is the
proper one to ask forgiveness. What is this upon these ropes, Mr.
Harcourt? and how did it come here?"
"O, that is nothing; I only bruised my hand a little breaking in
the door."
"Is it nothing that you tugged with bleeding hands at these ropes,
that you might go alone in this wretched shell of a boat to our aid?
Why, Mr. Harcourt, it would not have floated you a hundred yards,
and Burtis told you so. Was it mere vaporing when you said, 'If
I cannot save them, I can at least drown with them'?"
"No," he said impetuously, the blood growing dark in his face; "it
was not vaporing. Can you believe me capable of hollow acting on
the eve, as I feared, of the most awful tragedy that ever threatened?"
"O, not the 'most awful'!"
"The most awful to me."
"No, I cannot. As I said before, I have too much circumstantial
evidence against you. Mr. Harcourt, true justice looks at the intent
of the heart. You unconsciously left abundant proof here of what
you intended, and I feel that I owe my life to you as truly as to
Mr. Hemstead. And yet I was so cruelly unjust yesterday morning as
to treat you coldly, because I thought my old friend and playfellow
had let strangers go to our help. With far better reason I wish to
ask your forgive--"
"No, no," said Harcourt, eagerly; "circumstances appeared against
me that evening, and you only judged naturally. You have no
forgiveness to ask, for you have made amends a thousand-fold in
this your generous acknowledgment. And yet, Miss Martell, you will
never know how hard it was that I could not go to your rescue that
night. I never came so near cursing my destiny before."
"I cannot understand it," said Alice, turning away her face.
"It's all painfully plain to me," he said with a spice of bitterness.
"Miss Martell, I am as grateful to Hemstead as you are, for when
he saved you he also saved me. If you had perished, I feel that I
should have taken the counsel of an ancient fool, who said, 'Curse
God and die.'"
She gave him a quick look of surprise, but said only, "That would
be folly indeed."
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