He took her hand, and earnestly, indeed almost passionately
continued: "Miss Alice, I pray you teach me how to be a true man.
Have patience with me, and I will try to be worthy of your esteem.
You have made me loathe my old, vile self. You have made true
manhood seem so noble and attractive that I am willing to make
every effort, and suffer any pain,--even that of seeing you shine
upon me in the unapproachable distance of a star. Make me feel
that you do care what I become. Speak to me sometimes as you did
the other evening among the flowers. Give me the same advice that
I find in the old yellow letters which have been my Bible, and,
believe me, you will not regret it."
Alice's hand trembled like a frightened bird as he held it in both
of his, and she faltered, "I never had a brother, but I scarcely
think I could feel towards one differently--" and then the truthful
girl stopped in painful confusion. Her love for Harcourt was not
sisterly at all, and how could she say that it was?
But he, only too grateful, filled out the sentence for her, and in
a deep, thrilling tone answered, "And if my love for you is warmer
than a brother's,--more full of the deep, absorbing passion that
comes to us but once,--I will try to school it into patience, and
live worthily of my love for her who inspired it."
Again she gave him a quick look of startled surprise, and said hastily,
"You forget yourself, sir. Such language belongs to another."
"To another?"
"Yes; to Miss Marchmont."
"Miss Marchmont can claim nothing from me, save a slight cousinly
regard."
"It is reported that you are engaged."
"It's false," he said passionately. "It is true, that before you
returned, and while I was reckless because I believed you despised
me, I trifled away more time there than I should. But Miss Marchmont,
in reality, is as indifferent towards me as I towards her. I am
not bound to her by even a gossamer thread."
Alice turned away her face, and was speechless.
"And did you think," he asked reproachfully, "that I could love
her after knowing you?"
"Love is blind," she faltered after a moment, "and is often guilty
of strange freaks. It does not weigh and estimate."
"But my love for you is all that there is good in me. My love is
the most rational thing of my life."
She withdrew her hand from his, and, snatching the rope that was
stained with his blood, she kissed it and said, "So is mine."
"O Alice! what do you mean?" and he trembled as violently as she
had done when he startled her on the beach.
She shyly lifted her blue eyes to his, and said, "Foolish Tom,
surely your love is blind."
Then to Harcourt the door of heaven opened.
When Mr. Martell returned, he saw by the firelight in his dusky
study that his daughter had made such ample amends that but little
was left for him to do; but he did that right heartily.
Then the Christian man said, "Alice, compare this with the shadow
of 'Storm King,' and the grinding ice. Let us thank God."
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