"But remember, uncle, not a word of this to him, or I will refuse
him though my heart break a thousand times. If he does not love me
well enough to ask me of his own accord, or if he does not think I
am fit to go with him, I would rather die than thrust myself upon
him."
"Bless me, what a queer compound a woman is! It won't do for you
to go West. You will set the prairies on fire. There, there, now
don't be afraid. If you think I can say anything to my nephew--the
thick-headed blunderbuss--which will prevent his getting down on
his knees to ask for what he'll never deserve, you don't know the
Dimmerly blood. Trust to the wisdom of my gray hairs and go to
bed."
"But, uncle, I would rather you wouldn't say anything at all,"
persisted Lottie.
"Well, I won't, about you," said her uncle, in assumed irritability.
"I can get the big ostrich to pull his head out of the sand and
speak for himself, I suppose. He's my nephew, and I'm going to
have a talk with him before he leaves for the West. So be off; I'm
getting cross."
But Lottie gave him a kiss that stirred even his withered old heart.
"O, good gracious!" he groaned after she was gone, "why was I ever
'stopped'?"
The next morning Hemstead appeared at breakfast as calm, pale, and
resolute as ever. His manner seemed to say plainly to Lottie, "Our
old folly is at an end. I have remembered the nature of my calling,
and I know only too well that you are unfitted to share in it."
She was all the more desponding as she remembered how conscientious
he was.
"If he thinks it's wrong, there's no hope," she thought, drearily.
After breakfast Mr. Dimmerly said, "Nephew, I wish you would do a
little writing for me; my hand isn't as steady as it was"; and he
took the student off to his private study.
After the writing was finished, Mr. Dimmerly gave a few awkward
preliminary ahems, and then said, "So you go West next Monday?"
"Yes. I wish to get off on the first train."
"You seem very anxious to get away."
"I am sorry, now, I ever came," the young man said, in tones of
the deepest sadness.
"Thank you."
"O, it's no fault of yours. You and aunt have been very kind, but--"
"But you are thinking of the 'noblest and most beautiful being in
existence,' as you once said, referring to my pretty little niece.
You have evidently changed your mind. Did you see some one in New
York you liked better?"
"I have not changed my mind. I have only learned too well what my
mind is. I wish that I had learned it sooner. There is one thing
that troubles me greatly, uncle. I cannot speak of it to aunt,
because--Well, I can't. Do you think that Miss Marsden cares much
for me? She will surely forget me, will she not, in the excitement
of her city life? I do hope she has no such feeling as I have."
Mr. Dimmerly stared at his nephew as if he thought him demented.
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