"I do not mean to flatter. Although in some respects you puzzle me,
I am very clear and positive as to my feeling of gratitude. While
my aunt feels kindly toward me, she is formal. It seemed to me when
I came out of the cold of the wintry night I found within a more
chilling coldness. But when you gave me your warm hand and claimed
something like kindred, I was grateful for that which does not always
accompany kindred,--genuine kindness. This feeling was greatly
increased when instead of making my diffidence and awkwardness
a theme of ridicule, you evinced a delicate sympathy, and with
graceful tact suggested a better courtesy to others. Do you think
then, that, after this glimpse down such a beautiful vista in your
nature, I can associate you with 'total depravity'? It was plain
to you, Miss Marsden, that I had seen little of society, but you
acted as if that were my misfortune, not my fault. I think the
impulse that leads one to try to shield or protect another who for
the time may be weak or defenceless is always noble."
If Lottie had shown a little before that she had a heart, she now
became painfully aware that she had a conscience, and it gave her
some severe twinges during this speech. For a moment she wished
she deserved his commendation. But she was not one to do things
by halves, and so, recklessly throwing aside her qualms, she said
laughingly, "I don't think a gentleman of your inches at all an
object of pity. You are big enough to take care of yourself."
"And I mean to as far as I can. But we all need help at times. You
know a mouse once served a lion."
"Thank you. Now you have counterbalanced all your fine speeches
and compliments. 'A mouse serving a lion!' Well, roar gently if
you please."
"I'm afraid I appear to you like another animal that once donned
a lion's skin, but whose ears, alas, protruded."
"That is rather a skilful retreat; but I imagine that you think
yourself a veritable lion."
"If you insist on my being a lion, I must refer you to ancient
mythology, where one of these overrated beasts is held a crouching
captive by Diana."
"Well, that is quite a transition. First compared to a mouse, and
then to the moon. I fear that if you have not visited 'questionable
places,' you have permitted your mind to dwell on the 'questionable'
myths of the past.
"O, that was in the regular order of things," he replied. "Before
coming to the study of theology, we are put through mythology;
that is, under the guidance of reverend professors we make the
acquaintance of a set of imaginary beings who, had they veritably
lived, and in our day, would have soon found their way to the
penitentiary."
"At the door of which the 'lion' and 'Diana' would part company,
and so I should lose my gentle 'captive' and become as disconsolate
as auntie would have been had you trodden on the reverse extremity
of her pet."
"O, pardon me, but Diana was an exception to the rest."
"Better or worse?"
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