"That is where I do intend to preach. At least upon the frontiers
of our great West."
"O, how dismal!" she exclaimed. "And can you, a young, and I suppose
an ambitious man, look forward to being buried alive, as it were,
in those remote regions?"
"I assure you I do not propose to be buried alive at the West, or
spiritually smothered, as you hinted, in a fashionable church at
the East. I think the extreme West, where states and society are
forming with such marvellous rapidity, is just the place for a
young, and certainly for an ambitious man. Is it nothing to have
a part in founding and shaping an empire?"
"You admit that you are ambitious, then."
"Yes."
"Is that right?"
"I think so."
"Our minister inveighs against ambition, as if it were one of the
deadly sins."
"He means the ambition that is all for self. That is as wrong and
contemptible as the beauty that is miserable without a looking-glass.
An ardent desire to obtain my Divine Master's approval, and to be
worthy of it--to be successful in serving a noble cause--cannot be
wrong."
She looked at his earnest face and eyes, that seemed to glow with
hidden fire, almost wistfully; and said with a tinge of sadness, "You
will feel very differently I fear, twenty years hence. Enthusiasm
is a rare thing in the city, and I imagine it is soon quenched
everywhere."
"So it is; it needs constant rekindling."
Just then Mrs. Marchmont and Mr. Dimmerly appeared, and soon after
they all sat down to a late breakfast.
CHAPTER VI.
A SLEIGH-RIDE AND SOMETHING MORE.
Lottie assumed an unusual degree of gayety during the early part
of the meal, but her flow of spirits seemed unequal, and to flag
towards the last. She had sudden fits of abstraction, during which
her jetty eyebrows contracted into unwonted frowns.
Her practical joke did not promise so well as on the evening
before. That unexpected half-hour's talk had shown some actions in
a new light. She did not mind doing wicked things that had a spice
of hardihood and venturesomeness in them. But to do what had been
made to appear mean and dishonorable was another thing, and she was
provoked enough at Hemstead for having unconsciously given that
aspect to her action and character, and still more annoyed and
perplexed that her conscience should so positively side with him.
Thus it will be seen that her conscience was unawakened, rather
than seared and deadened.
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