From One Generation to AnotherMerriman, Henry Seton
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From One Generation to Another
Merriman, Henry Seton
Fiction
She tried hard, poor little woman, to take a deep and Christian interest
in the welfare of her neighbours; but all the while she was conscious of
failure. She knew that even at that moment, when she was sitting in her
small arm-chair with clasped, guilty hands, her whole heart and soul were
absorbed beyond retrieval in a small bundle of white flannel and pink
humanity in a cradle upstairs.
The Rector had dropped his weekly review upon his knees and was staring
at her angrily.
“I really can't tell,” he continued, “what you can have been thinking
about to let such a ridiculous thing come to pass. What are you thinking
about now?”
“Well, dear,” confessed the little woman shamedly, “I was thinking of
Baby--of Dora.”
“Thought so,” he snapped, with a little laugh, returning to his paper
with a keen interest. But he did not seem to be following the printed
lines.
“I suppose she was all right when you were up just now!” he said
carelessly after a moment, and without lowering his paper.
“Yes, dear,” the lady replied. “She was asleep.”
And this young mother of forty smiled softly to herself as if at some
recollection.
This happiness had come late, as happiness must for us to value it fully,
and Mrs. Glynde's somewhat old-fashioned Christianity was of that school
which seeks to depreciate by hook or by crook the enjoyment of those
sparse goods that the gods send us. The stone in her path at this time
was an exaggerated sense of her own unworthiness--a matter which she
might safely have left to another and wiser judgment.
Presently the Rector laid aside the newspaper, and rose slowly from his
chair.
“Are you going upstairs, dear?” inquired his tactless spouse.
“Um--er. Yes! I am just going up to get--a pocket-handkerchief.”
Mrs. Glynde said nothing; but as she knew the creak of every board
in the room overhead she became aware shortly afterwards that the
Rector had either diverged slightly from the path of which he was the
ordained finger-post, or that he had suddenly taken to keeping his
pocket-handkerchiefs in the far corner of the room where the cradle
stood.
It will be readily understood that in a household ruled, as this rectory
was, by a sleepy little morsel of humanity, Anna Hethbridge was in no way
hindered in the furtherance of her own personal purposes--one might
almost add periodical purposes, for she never held to one for long.
The Squire was very lonely. His boy Jem, aged four, would certainly be
the happier for a mother's care. Above all, Miss Hethbridge seemed to
want the marriage, and so it came about.
If Anna Hethbridge had been asked at that time why she wanted it, she
would probably have told an untruth. She was rather given, by the way, to
telling untruths. Had she, in fact, given a reason at all, she would
perforce have left the straight path, because she had no reason in her
mind.
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