English fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, English
Two o’clock, three o’clock, four o’clock, they counted the chimes with
desperate eagerness--never were hours more leaden-footed--and still the
child slept. A wan white look had come into her face, and she looked
very ethereal and transparent.
‘_Bon dieu!_’ thought Jacques, in agony, ‘will she fade away before our
very eyes?’
Involuntarily Pierre stirred; a spasm of cramp had shaken him to the
soul, and Cecile awoke. Contrition and consternation stilled the cramp
in Pierre’s vast frame, and he rocked her gently to and fro.
‘Give her to me, my friend,’ said Jean Jacques, quietly, but the look
he bent on the child and the tone of his voice showed that despair had
entered into him.
Truly it was pitiful--the babe was strengthless and voiceless, she
only made a little imploring gesture, and looked with eyes big and
dark-shadowed in helpless appeal. The two men gazed at each other in
silent accord, then Jacques said:
‘She will die, if she meets again the chill night air--it is all over,
my friend; with the first shadows we must take her back.’
He gave one burning look at the sea that mocked him in long blue
ripples of laughter, then turned to the babe in his arms with a smile
in his eyes and soothing words.
Pierre groaned, and turning over lay on his face motionless. Jacques’
watch had begun. How terrible those next three hours were--waiting
for the pitiless sun to go down and the ending, ah!--such an ending
of the Day of Hope. If they took her back at sunset, the child would
live--yes, he knew that, he was sure of it--but at what a cost! Freedom
to him was the all of life, the air he breathed; in the cause of
freedom, or what he deemed such, had he not already endured two years
of torment--must he go back to heaven knew how many more? Stay, could
he not harden his heart? After all, who knows, the child might live
anyway; it was only to keep her another four hours. A silent and bitter
rage filled his heart, his own brilliant idea had cut from them their
last chance; so near to freedom and yet how far; not even a run for
their money, as the English say. Then his glance fell again on those
appealing eyes that seemed to ask so much and yet so little--only to be
taken back to her own little bed. A terrible dread and horror welled
up in the convict’s heart, and quenched the flames of rage; the shame
of his deed was casting its shadow before, and with anxious, desperate
eyes, he watched the sun’s departure from the heavens with an agonising
hope that the remorse of the murderer of an innocent might be spared
him.
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