English fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, English
‘Go, my Lord, go, and quickly; thou may’st be missed, and remember,
he is a devil--yes, a _devil_. In three weeks thou wilt return.’ She
looked full in his face. ‘Go, and by this--and this--do not forget thy
servant.’
She put her lips to his and kissed him passionately twice.
‘No, my darling, no.’ There was a husk in his throat, and the careless
gaiety of his voice was shaken. He mounted and rode away, looking back
at the slight figure leaning against the tree, with hands clasped to
her breast in a dumb agony.
After he lost sight of her, he rode for some time silently, his head
drooping; then, as a man will who has been much on the _veldt_, he
began talking to himself disjointedly:
‘Poor little thing!--I don’t know--I don’t know--am I a most awful
brute, or what am I? What am I going to do? Devil only knows--this
is a mess, my boy, whichever way you look at it. She’s a sweet
child, but--my God, for always, and then--my people--and then--the
world--and then--her people, umm--Boers, bah! Brutes! Too many “and
then’s”--Strikes me I’ve been a fool--a dashed fool. Well, can’t be
helped; what’s to be done now, that’s the point?’
The grey tossed up his head and neighed--they were fast nearing the
rocky island in the desert of sand and scrub.
‘What’s to be done? cut and run? My Gad, it’s blackguardly, but _que
voulez vous_? it’s wise.--Go back to her? Poor little thing! I’d like
to, fast enough, I’m fond enough of her now, _but_--always a d----d
“but,” and this time a devil of a d----d “but.”’ The grey stumbled, and
his thoughts were jerked into another train. ‘That swine Pietris! The
impudence of the brute! Leave her--that means--to him--By gum! I can’t
stand that--it’s not on the cards at all--to him, the blackguard! By
George, no! I shall _have_ to go back to her, oh! decidedly I shall
have to go back, and the sooner the better, and, d----n it, I’m glad of
it.’
He urged the tired horse forward with voice and heel, and entered the
narrow passage between the giant rocks.
* * * * *
There was silence where the venerable Cokerbôm tree, from under its
grim red-grey protectors through unnumbered centuries, laid a gnarled
and fantastic shadow across the moonlit track. That little world of
rocks and sand, of scanty brush and tree, held its breath. In the
death-like stillness the spirit of the Pass seemed to be straining to
catch an approaching sound.
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