Constance's worship for that only son, to-morrow's hero; increased the
more since his father day by day declined in her estimation, till she
regarded him in fact with naught but contempt and disgust. It was a
logical downfall, which she could not stop, and the successive phases of
which she herself fatally precipitated. At the outset she had overlooked
his infidelity; then from a spirit of duty and to save him from
irreparable folly she had sought to retain him near her; and finally,
failing in her endeavor, she had begun to feel loathing and disgust. He
was now two-and-forty, he drank too much, he ate too much, he smoked too
much. He was growing corpulent and scant of breath, with hanging lips and
heavy eyelids; he no longer took care of his person as formerly, but went
about slipshod, and indulged in the coarsest pleasantries. But it was
more particularly away from his home that he sank into degradation,
indulging in the low debauchery which had ever attracted him. Every now
and again he disappeared from the house and slept elsewhere; then he
concocted such ridiculous falsehoods that he could not be believed, or
else did not take the trouble to lie at all. Constance, who felt
powerless to influence him, ended by allowing him complete freedom.
The worst was, that the dissolute life he led grievously affected the
business. He who had been such a great and energetic worker had lost both
mental and bodily vigor; he could no longer plan remunerative strokes of
business; he no longer had the strength to undertake important contracts.
He lingered in bed in the morning, and remained for three or four days
without once going round the works, letting disorder and waste accumulate
there, so that his once triumphal stock-takings now year by year showed a
falling-off. And what an end it was for that egotist, that enjoyer, so
gayly and noisily active, who had always professed that money--capital
increased tenfold by the labor of others--was the only desirable source
of power, and whom excess of money and excess of enjoyment now cast with
appropriate irony to slow ruin, the final paralysis of the impotent.
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