But a supreme blow was to fall on Constance and fill her with horror of
her husband. Some anonymous letters, the low, treacherous revenge of a
dismissed servant, apprised her of Beauchêne's former intrigue with
Norine, that work-girl who had given birth to a boy, spirited away none
knew whither. Though ten years had elapsed since that occurrence,
Constance could not think of it without a feeling of revolt. Whither had
that child been sent? Was he still alive? What ignominious existence was
he leading? She was vaguely jealous of the boy. The thought that her
husband had two sons and she but one was painful to her, now that all her
motherly nature was aroused. But she devoted herself yet more ardently to
her fondly loved Maurice; she made a demi-god of him, and for his sake
even sacrificed her just rancor. She indeed came to the conclusion that
he must not suffer from his father's indignity, and so it was for him
that, with extraordinary strength of will, she ever preserved a proud
demeanor, feigning that she was ignorant of everything, never addressing
a reproach to her husband, but remaining, in the presence of others, the
same respectful wife as formerly. And even when they were alone together
she kept silence and avoided explanations and quarrels. Never even
thinking of the possibility of revenge, she seemed, in the presence of
her husband's profligacy, to attach herself more firmly to her home,
clinging to her son, and protected by him from thought of evil as much as
by her own sternness of heart and principles. And thus sorely wounded,
full of repugnance but hiding her contempt, she awaited the triumph of
that son who would purify and save the house, feeling the greatest faith
in his strength, and quite surprised and anxious whenever, all at once,
without reasonable cause, a little quiver from the unknown brought her a
chill, affecting her heart as with remorse for some long-past fault which
she no longer remembered.
That little quiver came back while she listened to all that Madame
Angelin confided to her. And at last she became quite interested in her
friend's case, and offered to accompany her some day when she might be
calling on Madame Bourdieu. In the end they arranged to meet one Thursday
afternoon for the purpose of going together to the Rue de Miromesnil.
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