The minutes slowly went by. The visitors were still waiting for
Constance. At last a little door of the death-chamber slowly opened, and
she entered that chamber noiselessly, without anybody knowing that she
was there. She looked like a spectre emerging out of the darkness into
the pale light of the tapers. She had not yet wept; her face was livid,
contracted, hardened by cold rage. Her little figure, instead of bending,
seemed to have grown taller beneath the injustice of destiny, as if borne
up by furious rebellion. Yet her loss did not surprise her. She had
immediately felt that she had expected it, although but a minute before
the death she had stubbornly refused to believe it possible. But the
thought of it had remained latent within her for long months, and
frightful evidence thereof now burst forth. She suddenly heard the
whispers of the unknown once more, and understood them; she knew the
meaning of those shivers which had chilled her, those vague,
terror-fraught regrets at having no other child! And that which had been
threatening her had come; irreparable destiny had willed it that her only
son, the salvation of the imperilled home, the prince of to-morrow, who
was to share his empire with her, should be swept away like a withered
leaf. It was utter downfall; she sank into an abyss. And she remained
tearless; fury dried her tears within her. Yet, good mother that she had
always been, she suffered all the torment of motherliness exasperated,
poisoned by the loss of her child.
She drew near to Charlotte and paused behind her, looking at the profile
of her dead son resting among the flowers. And still she did not weep.
She slowly gazed over the bed, filled her eyes with the dolorous scene,
then carried them again to the paper, as if to see what would be left her
of that adored son--those few pencil strokes--when the earth should have
taken him forever. Charlotte, divining that somebody was behind her,
started and raised her head. She did not speak; she had felt frightened.
But both women exchanged a glance. And what a heart pang came to
Constance, amid that display of death, in the presence of the void, the
nothingness that was hers, as she gazed on the other's face, all love and
health and beauty, suggesting some youthful star, whence promise of the
future radiated through the fine gold of wavy hair.
But yet another pang came to Constance at that moment: words which were
being whispered in the drawing-room, near the door of the bedchamber,
reached her distinctly. She did not move, but remained erect behind
Charlotte, who had resumed her work. And eagerly lending ear, she
listened, not showing herself as yet, although she had already seen
Marianne and Madame Angelin seated near the doorway, almost among the
folds of the hangings.
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