"Ah!" Madame Angelin was saying, "the poor mother had a presentiment of
it, as it were. I saw that she felt very anxious when I told her my own
sad story. There is no hope for me; and now death has passed by, and no
hope remains for her."
Silence ensued once more; then, prompted by some connecting train of
thought, she went on: "And your next child will be your eleventh, will it
not? Eleven is not a number; you will surely end by having twelve!"
As Constance heard those words she shuddered in another fit of that fury
which dried up her tears. By glancing sideways she could see that mother
of ten children, who was now expecting yet an eleventh child. She found
her still young, still fresh, overflowing with joy and health and hope.
And she was there, like the goddess of fruitfulness, nigh to the funeral
bier at that hour of the supreme rending, when she, Constance, was bowed
down by the irretrievable loss of her only child.
But Marianne was answering Madame Angelin: "Oh I don't think that at all
likely. Why, I'm becoming an old woman. You forget that I am already a
grandmother. Here, look at that!"
So saying, she waved her hand towards the servant of her daughter-in-law,
Charlotte, who, in accordance with the instructions she had received, was
now bringing the little Berthe in order that her mother might give her
the breast. The servant had remained at the drawing-room door,
hesitating, disliking to intrude on all that mourning; but the child
good-humoredly waved her fat little fists, and laughed lightly. And
Charlotte, hearing her, immediately rose and tripped across the _salon_ to
take the little one into a neighboring room.
"What a pretty child!" murmured Madame Angelin. "Those little ones are
like nosegays; they bring brightness and freshness wherever they come."
Constance for her part had been dazzled. All at once, amid the
semi-obscurity, starred by the flames of the tapers, amid the deathly
atmosphere, which the odor of the roses rendered the more oppressive,
that laughing child had set a semblance of budding springtime, the fresh,
bright atmosphere of a long promise of life. And it typified the victory
of fruitfulness; it was the child's child, it was Marianne reviving in
her son's daughter. A grandmother already, and she was only forty-one
years old! Marianne had smiled at that thought. But the hatchet-stroke
rang out yet more frightfully in Constance's heart. In her case the tree
was cut down to its very root, the sole scion had been lopped off, and
none would ever sprout again.
For yet another moment she remained alone amid that nothingness, in that
room where lay her son's remains. Then she made up her mind and passed
into the drawing-room, with the air of a frozen spectre. They all rose,
kissed her, and shivered as their lips touched her cold cheeks, which her
blood was unable to warm. Profound compassion wrung them, so frightful
was her calmness. And they sought kind words to say to her, but she
curtly stopped them.
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