There was no need for him to say anything more. The unhappy Norine began
to tremble from head to foot, clasped and wrung her hands, while an ashen
hue came over her distorted features. Good heavens--Beauchêne! Yes, it
was Beauchêne whom he resembled, and in so striking a manner, with his
eyes of prey, his big jaw which proclaimed an enjoyer consumed by base
voracity, that she was now astonished that she had not been able to name
him at her first glance. Her legs failed her, and she had to sit down.
"So it's you," said Alexandre.
As she continued shivering, confessing the truth by her manner, but
unable to articulate a word, to such a point did despair and fright
clutch her at the throat, he felt the need of reassuring her a little,
particularly if he was to keep that door open to him.
"You must not upset yourself like that," said he; "you have nothing to
fear from me; it isn't my intention to give you any trouble. Only when I
learnt at last where you were I wished to know you, and that was natural,
wasn't it? I even fancied that perhaps you might be pleased to see
me.... Then, too, the truth is that I'm precious badly off. Three years
ago I was silly enough to come back to Paris, where I do little more than
starve. And on the days when one hasn't breakfasted, one feels inclined
to look up one's parents, even though they may have turned one into the
street, for, all the same, they can hardly be so hard-hearted as to
refuse one a plateful of soup."
Tears rose to Norine's eyes. This was the finishing stroke, the return of
that wretched cast-off son, that big suspicious-looking fellow who
accused her and complained of starving. Annoyed at being unable to elicit
from her any response but shivers and sobs, Alexandre turned to Cécile:
"You are her sister, I know," said he; "tell her that it's stupid of her
to go on like that. I haven't come to murder her. It's funny how pleased
she is to see me! Yet I don't make any noise, and I said nothing whatever
to the door-porter downstairs, I assure you."
Then as Cécile, without answering him, rose to go and comfort Norine, he
again became interested in the child, who likewise felt frightened and
turned pale on seeing the grief of his two mammas.
"So that lad is my brother?"
Thereupon Norine suddenly sprang to her feet and set herself between the
child and him. A mad fear had come to her of some catastrophe, some great
collapse which would crush them all. Yet she did not wish to be harsh,
she even sought kind words, but amid it all she lost her head, carried
away by feelings of revolt, rancor, instinctive hostility.
"You came, I can understand it. But it is so cruel. What can I do? After
so many years one doesn't know one another, one has nothing to say. And,
besides, as you can see for yourself, I'm not rich."
Alexandre glanced round the room for the second time. "Yes, I see," he
answered; "and my father, can't you tell me his name?"
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