She remained thunderstruck by this question and turned yet paler, while
he continued: "Because if my father should have any money I should know
very well how to make him give me some. People have no right to fling
children into the gutter like that."
All at once Norine had seen the past rise up before her: Beauchêne, the
works, and her father, who now had just quitted them owing to his
infirmities, leaving his son Victor behind him.
And a sort of instinctive prudence came to her at the thought that if she
were to give up Beauchêne's name she might compromise all her happy life,
since terrible complications might ensue. The dread she felt of that
suspicious-looking lad, who reeked of idleness and vice, inspired her
with an idea: "Your father? He has long been dead," said she.
He could have known nothing, have learnt nothing on that point, for, in
presence of the energy of her answer, he expressed no doubt whatever of
her veracity, but contented himself with making a rough gesture which
indicated how angry he felt at seeing his hungry hopes thus destroyed.
"So I've got to starve!" he growled.
Norine, utterly distracted, was possessed by one painful desire--a desire
that he might take himself away, and cease torturing her by his presence,
to such a degree did remorse, and pity, and fright, and horror now wring
her bleeding heart. She opened a drawer and took from it a ten-franc
piece, her savings for the last three months, with which she had intended
to buy a New Year's present for her little boy. And giving those ten
francs to Alexandre, she said: "Listen, I can do nothing for you. We live
all three in this one room, and we scarcely earn our bread. It grieves me
very much to know that you are so unfortunately circumstanced. But you
mustn't rely on me. Do as we do--work."
He pocketed the ten francs, and remained there for another moment swaying
about, and saying that he had not come for money, and that he could very
well understand things. For his part he always behaved properly with
people when people behaved properly with him. And he repeated that since
she showed herself good-natured he had no idea of creating any scandal. A
mother who did what she could performed her duty, even though she might
only give a ten-sous piece. Then, as he was at last going off, he
inquired: "Won't you kiss me?"
She kissed him, but with cold lips and lifeless heart, and the two
smacking kisses which, with noisy affectation, he gave her in return,
left her cheeks quivering.
"And _au revoir_, eh?" said he. "Although one may be poor and unable to
keep together, each knows now that the other's in the land of the living.
And there is no reason why I shouldn't come up just now and again to wish
you good day when I'm passing."
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