Little Cécile and little Irma went off at once; and then Madame Bourdieu,
addressing Norine, inquired: "Well, my child, have you thought it over;
have you quite made up your mind about that poor little darling, who is
sleeping there so prettily? Here is the person I spoke to you about. She
comes from Normandy every fortnight, bringing nurses to Paris; and each
time she takes babies away with her to put them out to nurse in the
country. Though you say you won't feed it, you surely need not cast off
your child altogether; you might confide it to this person until you are
in a position to take it back. Or else, if you have made up your mind to
abandon it altogether, she will kindly take it to the Foundling Hospital
at once."
Great perturbation had come over Norine, who let her head fall back on
her pillow, over which streamed her thick fair hair, whilst her face
darkened and she stammered: "_Mon Dieu_, _mon Dieu_! you are going to
worry me again!"
Then she pressed her hands to her eyes as if anxious to see nothing more.
"This is what the regulations require of me, monsieur," said Madame
Bourdieu to Mathieu in an undertone, while leaving the young mother for a
moment to her reflections. "We are recommended to do all we can to
persuade our boarders, especially when they are situated like this one,
to nurse their infants. You are aware that this often saves not only the
child, but the mother herself, from the sad future which threatens her.
And so, however much she may wish to abandon the child, we leave it near
her as long as possible, and feed it with the bottle, in the hope that
the sight of the poor little creature may touch her heart and awaken
feelings of motherliness in her. Nine times out of ten, as soon as she
gives the child the breast, she is vanquished, and she keeps it. That is
why you still see this baby here."
Mathieu, feeling greatly moved, drew near to Norine, who still lay back
amid her streaming hair, with her hands pressed to her face. "Come," said
he, "you are a goodhearted girl, there is no malice in you. Why not
yourself keep that dear little fellow?"
Then she uncovered her burning, tearless face: "Did the father even come
to see me?" she asked bitterly. "I can't love the child of a man who has
behaved as he has! The mere thought that it's there, in that cradle, puts
me in a rage."
"But that dear little innocent isn't guilty. It's he whom you condemn,
yourself whom you punish, for now you will be quite alone, and he might
prove a great consolation."
"No, I tell you no, I won't. I can't keep a child like that with nobody
to help me. We all know what we can do, don't we? Well, it is of no use
my questioning myself. I'm not brave enough, I'm not stupid enough to do
such a thing. No, no, and no."
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