They bore him to his mother, and he lay
Upon her knees till noon--and then he died!
She had watch'd every breath, and kept her hand
Soft on his forehead, and gaz'd in upon
The dreamy languor of his listless eye,
And she had laid back all his sunny curls,
And kiss'd his delicate lip, and lifted him
Into her bosom, till her heart grew strong--
His beauty was so unlike death! She leaned
Over him now, that she might catch the low
Sweet music of his breath, that she had learn'd
To love when he was slumbering at her side
In his unconscious infancy--
--"So still!
'Tis a soft sleep! How beautiful he lies,
With his fair forehead, and the rosy veins
Playing so freshly in his sunny cheek!
How could they say that he would die! Oh God!
I could not lose him! I have treasured all
His childhood in my heart, and even now,
As he has slept, my memory has been there,
Counting like ingots all his winning ways--
His unforgotten sweetness--
--"Yet so still!--
How like this breathless slumber is to death!
I could believe that in that bosom now
There were no pulse--it beats so languidly!
I cannot see it stir; but his red lip!--
Death would not be so very beautiful!
And that half smile--would death have left _that_ there?
--And should I not have felt that he would die?
And have I not wept over him?--and prayed
Morning and night for him?--and _could_ he die?
--No--God will keep him. He will be my pride
Many long years to come, and this fair hair
Will darken like his father's, and his eye
Be of a deeper blue when he is grown;
And he will be so tall, and I shall look
With such a pride upon him!--_He_ to die!"
And the fond mother lifted his soft curls,
And smiled, as if 'twere mockery to think
That such fair things could perish--
--Suddenly
Her hand shrunk from him, and the color fled
From her fix'd lip, and her supporting knees
Were shook beneath her child. Her hand had touch'd
His forehead, as she dallied with his hair--
And it was cold--like clay!--slow--very slow
Came the misgiving that her child was dead.
She sat a moment and her eyes were clos'd
In a still prayer for strength, and then she took
His little hand and press'd it earnestly--
And put her lip to his--and look'd again
Fearfully on him--and then, bending low,
She whisper'd in his ear, "My son!--My son!"
And as the echo died, and not a sound
Broke on the stillness, and he lay there still,
Motionless on her knee--the truth _would_ come!
And with a sharp, quick cry, as if her heart
Were crush'd, she lifted him and held him close
Into her bosom--with a mother's thought--
As if death had no power to touch him there!
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