France -- Social life and customs -- 18th century -- Fiction; Mate selection -- Fiction
"One of these days you will be a man grown, and I shall have left you
long before that. You'll learn a great many things that you don't know
now. You'll learn what a strange, vast world it is, and what strange
creatures men are--and women; how strong, how weak, how happy, how
unhappy. You'll learn how many feelings and passions they have, and what
a power of joy and of suffering. You'll be Baron de Bergerac and master
of the château and of this little house. You'll sometimes be very proud
of your title, and you'll sometimes feel very sad that it's so little
more than a bare title. But neither your pride nor your grief will come
to anything beside this, that one day, in the prime of your youth and
strength and good looks, you'll see a woman whom you will love more than
all these things,--more than your name, your lands, your youth, and
strength, and beauty. It happens to all men, especially the good ones,
and you'll be a good one. But the woman you love will be far out of your
reach. She'll be a princess, perhaps she'll be the Queen. How can a poor
little Baron de Bergerac expect her to look at him? You will give up
your life for a touch of her hand; but what will she care for your life
or your death? You'll curse your love, and yet you'll bless it, and
perhaps--not having your living to get--you'll come up here and shut
yourself up with your dreams and regrets. You'll come perhaps into this
pavilion, and sit here alone in the twilight. And then, my child, you'll
remember this evening; that I foretold it all and gave you my blessing
in advance and--kissed you." He bent over, and I felt his burning lips
on my forehead.
I understood hardly a word of what he said; but whether it was that I
was terrified by his picture of the possible insignificance of a Baron
de Bergerac, or that I was vaguely overawed by his deep, solemn tones, I
know not; but my eyes very quietly began to emit a flood of tears. The
effect of my grief was to induce him to assure me that he had no present
intention of leaving me. It was not, of course, till later in life,
that, thinking over the situation, I understood his impulse to arrest
his hopeless passion for Mlle. de Bergerac by immediate departure. He
was not brave in time.
At the end of a week she returned one evening as we were at supper. She
came in with M. de Chalais, an amiable old man, who had been so kind as
to accompany her. She greeted us severally, and nodded to Coquelin. She
talked, I remember, with great volubility, relating what she had seen
and done in her absence, and laughing with extraordinary freedom. As we
left the table, she took my hand, and I put out the other and took
Coquelin's.
"Has the Chevalier been a good boy?" she asked.
"Perfect," said Coquelin; "but he has wanted his aunt sadly."
"Not at all," said I, resenting the imputation as derogatory to my
independence.
"You have had a pleasant week, mademoiselle?" said Coquelin.
"A charming week. And you?"
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