France -- Social life and customs -- 18th century -- Fiction; Mate selection -- Fiction
Finally, after we had rambled a couple of hours, Mlle. de Bergerac
betrayed signs of fatigue. Coquelin went with her in search of a place
of rest, and I was left to my own devices. For an hour I found plenty of
diversion, at the end of which I returned to my friends. I had some
difficulty in finding them. They had mounted by an imperfect and
somewhat perilous ascent to one of the upper platforms of the castle.
Mlle. de Bergerac was sitting in a listless posture on a block of stone,
against the wall, in the shadow of the still surviving tower; opposite,
in the light, half leaning, half sitting on the parapet of the terrace,
was her companion.
"For the last half-hour, mademoiselle," said Coquelin, as I came up,
"you've not spoken a word."
"All the morning," said Mlle. de Bergerac, "I've been scrambling and
chattering and laughing. Now, by reaction, I'm _triste._"
"I protest, so am I," said Coquelin. "The truth is, this old feudal
fortress is a decidedly melancholy spot. It's haunted with the ghost of
the past. It smells of tragedies, sorrows, and cruelties." He uttered
these words with singular emphasis. "It's a horrible place," he pursued,
with a shudder.
Mlle. de Bergerac began to laugh. "It's odd that we should only just now
have discovered it!"
"No, it's like the history of that abominable past of which it's a
relic. At the first glance we see nothing but the great proportions, the
show, and the splendor; but when we come to explore, we detect a vast
underground world of iniquity and suffering. Only half this castle is
above the soil; the rest is dungeons and vaults and _oubliettes._"
"Nevertheless," said the young girl, "I should have liked to live in
those old days. Shouldn't you?"
"Verily, no, mademoiselle!" And then after a pause, with a certain
irrepressible bitterness: "Life is hard enough now."
Mlle. de Bergerac stared but said nothing.
"In those good old days," Coquelin resumed, "I should have been a
brutal, senseless peasant, yoked down like an ox, with my forehead in
the soil. Or else I should have been a trembling, groaning, fasting
monk, moaning my soul away in the ecstasies of faith."
Mlle. de Bergerac rose and came to the edge of the platform. "Was no
other career open in those days?"
"To such a one as me,--no. As I say, mademoiselle, life is hard now, but
it was a mere dead weight then. I know it was. I feel in my bones and
pulses that awful burden of despair under which my wretched ancestors
struggled. _Tenez_, I'm the great man of the race. My father came next;
he was one of four brothers, who all thought it a prodigious rise in the
world when he became a village tailor. If we had lived five hundred
years ago, in the shadow of these great towers, we should never have
risen at all. We should have stuck with our feet in the clay. As I'm not
a fighting man, I suppose I should have gone into the Church. If I
hadn't died from an overdose of inanition, very likely I might have
lived to be a cardinal."
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