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The word was little more than whispered; but, though he heard it, he
neither started nor spoke. He stood unmoved, all his soul trembling
under his brows and filling the space between his mistress and himself
with a sort of sacred stillness. Then, gradually, his head sank on his
breast, and his eyes dropped on the ground.
"It's reason," the young girl began. "Reason has come to me. She tells
me that if I marry in my brother's despite, and in opposition to all the
traditions that have been kept sacred in my family, I shall neither find
happiness nor give it. I must choose the simplest course. The other is a
gulf; I can't leap it. It's harder than you think. Something in the air
forbids it,--something in the very look of these old walls, within which
I was born and I've lived. I shall never marry; I shall go into
religion. I tried to fling away my name; it was sowing dragons' teeth. I
don't ask you to forgive me. It's small enough comfort that you should
have the right to think of me as a poor, weak heart. Keep repeating
that: it will console you. I shall not have the compensation of doubting
the perfection of what I love."
Coquelin turned away in silence. Mlle. de Bergerac sprang after him.
"In Heaven's name," she cried, "say something! Rave, storm, swear, but
don't let me think I've broken your heart."
"My heart's sound," said Coquelin, almost with a smile. "I regret
nothing that has happened. O, how I love you!"
The young girl buried her face in her hands.
"This end," he went on, "is doubtless the only possible one. It's
thinking very lightly of life to expect any other. After all, what call
had I to interrupt your life,--to burden you with a trouble, a choice, a
decision? As much as anything that I have ever known in you I admire
your beautiful delicacy of conscience."
"Ah," said the young girl, with a moan, "don't kill me with fine names!"
And then came the farewell. "I feel," said poor Coquelin, "that
I can't see you again. We must not meet. I will leave Bergerac
immediately,--to-night,--under pretext of having been summoned home by
my mother's illness. In a few days I will write to your brother that
circumstances forbid me to return."
My own part in this painful interview I shall not describe at length.
When it began to dawn upon my mind that my friend was actually going to
disappear, I was seized with a convulsion of rage and grief. "Ah," cried
Mlle. de Bergerac bitterly, "that was all that was wanting!" What means
were taken to restore me to composure, what promises were made me, what
pious deception was practised, I forget; but, when at last I came to my
senses, Coquelin had made his exit.
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