Spanish fiction -- Translations into English; Spanish poetry -- Translations into English
'I know not whether it was the reasonings of this letter, or the many
I had urged before on Nisida, assuring her of the true love Timbrio
had for her, or Timbrio's ceaseless services, or Heaven that had so
ordained it, that moved Nisida's heart to call me at the moment she
finished reading it, and with tears in her eyes to say to me: "Ah,
Silerio, Silerio! I verily believe that you have at the cost of my
peace sought to gain your friend's! May the fates that have brought me
to this pass make Timbrio's deeds accord with your words; and if both
have deceived me, may Heaven take vengeance for my wrong, Heaven which
I call to witness for the violence desire does me, making me keep it
no longer concealed. But, alas, how light an acquittal is this for so
weighty a fault! since I ought rather to die in silence so that my
honour might live, than by saying what I now wish to say to you to bury
it and end my life." These words of Nisida's made me confused, and yet
more the agitation with which she uttered them; and desiring by mine
to encourage her to declare herself without any fear, I had not to
importune her much, for at last she told me that she not only loved,
but adored Timbrio, and that she would always have concealed that
feeling had not the compulsion of Timbrio's departure compelled her to
disclose it. It is not possible to describe fitly the state I was in,
shepherds, on hearing what Nisida said, and the feeling of love she
showed she bore to Timbrio; and indeed it is well that a grief which
extends so far should be beyond description. Not that I was grieved to
see Timbrio loved, but to see myself rendered incapable of ever having
happiness, since it was, and is clear, that I neither could nor can
live without Nisida; for to see her, as I have said at other times,
placed in another's arms, was to sever myself from all pleasure, and if
fate granted me any at this pass, it was to consider the welfare of my
friend Timbrio, and this was the cause why my death and the declaration
of Nisida's love did not occur at one and the same moment. I listened
to her as well as I could, and assured her as well as I knew how of the
integrity of Timbrio's breast, whereat she replied to me that there
was no need to assure her of that, for that she was of such a mind
that she could not, nor ought she to, fail to believe me, only asking
me, if it were possible, to manage to persuade Timbrio to seek some
honourable means to avoid a combat with his foe: and when I replied
that this was impossible without his being dishonoured, she was calmed,
and taking from her neck some precious relics, she gave them to me that
I might give them to Timbrio from her. As she knew her parents were
to go and see Timbrio's fight, and would take her and her sister with
them, but as she would not have the courage to be present at Timbrio's
dire peril, it was also agreed between us that she should pretend to
be indisposed, on which pretext she would remain in a pleasure-house
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