Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Gallegher's head sank back comfortably on the older man's shoulder, and
he smiled comprehensively at the faces of the young men crowded around
him. “You hadn't ought to,” he said, with a touch of his old impudence,
“'cause--I beat the town.”
A WALK UP THE AVENUE
He came down the steps slowly, and pulling mechanically at his gloves.
He remembered afterwards that some woman's face had nodded brightly
to him from a passing brougham, and that he had lifted his hat through
force of habit, and without knowing who she was.
He stopped at the bottom of the steps, and stood for a moment
uncertainly, and then turned toward the north, not because he had any
definite goal in his mind, but because the other way led toward his
rooms, and he did not want to go there yet.
He was conscious of a strange feeling of elation, which he attributed
to his being free, and to the fact that he was his own master again
in everything. And with this he confessed to a distinct feeling of
littleness, of having acted meanly or unworthily of himself or of her.
And yet he had behaved well, even quixotically. He had tried to leave
the impression with her that it was her wish, and that she had broken
with him, not he with her.
He held a man who threw a girl over as something contemptible, and he
certainly did not want to appear to himself in that light; or, for her
sake, that people should think he had tired of her, or found her wanting
in any one particular. He knew only too well how people would talk. How
they would say he had never really cared for her; that he didn't know
his own mind when he had proposed to her; and that it was a great deal
better for her as it is than if he had grown out of humor with her
later. As to their saying she had jilted him, he didn't mind that. He
much preferred they should take that view of it, and he was chivalrous
enough to hope she would think so too.
He was walking slowly, and had reached Thirtieth Street. A great many
young girls and women had bowed to him or nodded from the passing
carriages, but it did not tend to disturb the measure of his thoughts.
He was used to having people put themselves out to speak to him;
everybody made a point of knowing him, not because he was so very
handsome and well-looking, and an over-popular youth, but because he was
as yet unspoiled by it.
But, in any event, he concluded, it was a miserable business. Still, he
had only done what was right. He had seen it coming on for a month now,
and how much better it was that they should separate now than later, or
that they should have had to live separated in all but location for the
rest of their lives! Yes, he had done the right thing--decidedly the
only thing to do.
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