Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“Wot are they doing out a bed at this hour?” he demanded angrily. “Don't
they make trouble enough through the day, without prowling around before
decent people are up? I wonder, now, if they're after me.” He dropped
on his knees when he reached the room where the baby lay, and peered
cautiously out of the window at the detectives, who had been joined by
two other men, with whom they were talking earnestly. Raegen knew
the new-comers for two of McGonegal's friends, and concluded, with a
momentary flush of pride and self-importance, that the detectives were
forced to be up at this early hour solely on his account. But this was
followed by the afterthought that he must have hurt McGonegal seriously,
and that he was wanted in consequence very much. This disturbed him
most, he was surprised to find, because it precluded his going forth in
search of food. “I guess I can't get you that milk I was looking for,”
he said, jocularly, to the baby, for the excitement elated him. “The sun
outside isn't good for me health.” The baby settled herself in his arms
and slept again, which sobered Rags, for he argued it was a bad sign,
and his own ravenous appetite warned him how the child suffered. When
he again offered her the mixture he had prepared for her, she took it
eagerly, and Rags breathed a sigh of satisfaction. Then he ate some of
the bread and ham himself and swallowed half the whiskey, and stretched
out beside the child and fanned her while she slept. It was something
strangely incomprehensible to Rags that he should feel so keen
a satisfaction in doing even this little for her, but he gave up
wondering, and forgot everything else in watching the strange beauty
of the sleeping baby and in the odd feeling of responsibility and
self-respect she had brought to him.
He did not feel it coming on, or he would have fought against it, but
the heat of the day and the sleeplessness of the night before, and the
fumes of the whiskey on his empty stomach, drew him unconsciously into
a dull stupor, so that the paper fan slipped from his hand, and he sank
back on the bedding into a heavy sleep. When he awoke it was nearly dusk
and past six o'clock, as he knew by the newsboys calling the sporting
extras on the street below. He sprang up, cursing himself, and filled
with bitter remorse.
“I'm a drunken fool, that's what I am,” said Rags, savagely. “I've let
her lie here all day in the heat with no one to watch her.” Margaret was
breathing so softly that he could hardly discern any life at all, and
his heart almost stopped with fear. He picked her up and fanned and
patted her into wakefulness again and then turned desperately to the
window and looked down. There was no one he knew or who knew him as far
as he could tell on the street, and he determined recklessly to risk
another sortie for food.
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