Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“I have spoken to her and told her how I love her, and she has told me
that she loves me, and that if you will not oppose us, will marry me.
That is the news I have to tell you, sir. I don't know but that I might
have told it differently, but that is it. I need not urge on you my
position and all that, because I do not think that weighs with you; but
I do tell you that I love Ellen so dearly that, though I am not worthy
of her, of course, I have no other pleasure than to give her pleasure
and to try to make her happy. I have the power to do it; but what is
much more, I have the wish to do it; it is all I think of now, and all
that I can ever think of. What she thinks of me you must ask her; but
what she is to me neither she can tell you nor do I believe that I
myself could make you understand.” The young man's face was flushed and
eager, and as he finished speaking he raised his head and watched the
bishop's countenance anxiously. But the older man's face was hidden by
his hand as he leaned with his elbow on his writing-table. His other
hand was playing with a pen, and when he began to speak, which he did
after a long pause, he still turned it between his fingers and looked
down at it.
“I suppose,” he said, as softly as though he were speaking to himself,
“that I should have known this; I suppose that I should have been better
prepared to hear it. But it is one of those things which men put off--I
mean those men who have children, put off--as they do making their
wills, as something that is in the future and that may be shirked until
it comes. We seem to think that our daughters will live with us always,
just as we expect to live on ourselves until death comes one day and
startles us and finds us unprepared.” He took down his hand and smiled
gravely at the younger man with an evident effort, and said, “I did
not mean to speak so gloomily, but you see my point of view must be
different from yours. And she says she loves you, does she?” he added,
gently.
Young Latimer bowed his head and murmured something inarticulately in
reply, and then held his head erect again and waited, still watching the
bishop's face.
“I think she might have told me,” said the older man; “but then I
suppose this is the better way. I am young enough to understand that
the old order changes, that the customs of my father's time differ
from those of to-day. And there is no alternative, I suppose,” he said,
shaking his head. “I am stopped and told to deliver, and have no choice.
I will get used to it in time,” he went on, “but it seems very hard now.
Fathers are selfish, I imagine, but she is all I have.”
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