Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“I have perfect confidence, I say,” returned the bishop, “in you as far
as your treatment of Ellen is concerned in the future. You love her and
you would do everything to make the life of the woman you love a happy
one; but this is it, Can you assure me that there is nothing in the past
that may reach forward later and touch my daughter through you--no ugly
story, no oats that have been sowed, and no boomerang that you have
thrown wantonly and that has not returned--but which may return?”
“I think I understand you now, sir,” said the young man, quietly. “I
have lived,” he began, “as other men of my sort have lived. You know
what that is, for you must have seen it about you at college, and after
that before you entered the Church. I judge so from your friends, who
were your friends then, I understand. You know how they lived. I never
went in for dissipation, if you mean that, because it never attracted
me. I am afraid I kept out of it not so much out of respect for others
as for respect for myself. I found my self-respect was a very good thing
to keep, and I rather preferred keeping it and losing several pleasures
that other men managed to enjoy, apparently with free consciences. I
confess I used to rather envy them. It is no particular virtue on my
part; the thing struck me as rather more vulgar than wicked, and so I
have had no wild oats to speak of; and no woman, if that is what you
mean, can write an anonymous letter, and no man can tell you a story
about me that he could not tell in my presence.”
There was something in the way the young man spoke which would have
amply satisfied the outsider, had he been present; but the bishop's eyes
were still unrelaxed and anxious. He made an impatient motion with his
hand.
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