General Gordon : $b A Christian heroChurchill, Seton
Religion
General Gordon : $b A Christian hero
Churchill, Seton
Generals -- Great Britain -- Biography; Gordon, Charles George, 1833-1885
"... I got your very kind letter to-day, and am very much obliged
to you for it. I have not had time to look out the texts, but will
do so to-morrow. I am lucky in having a very religious captain of
the 11th, of the name of Drew; he has on the mantelpiece of his
room the 'Priceless Diamond,' which I read before yours arrived. I
intend sending to you, as soon as possible, a book called 'The
Remains of the Rev. R. M'Cheyne,' which I am sure you will be
delighted with. I told Drew to go to Mr. Molyneux; and he did so,
and of course was highly pleased. I cannot write much in favour of
our pastor; he is a worldly man, and does not live up to his
preaching; but I have got Scott's 'Commentaries.' I remember well
when you used to get them in numbers, and I used to laugh at them;
but, thank God, it is different with me now. I feel much happier
and more contented than I used to do. I did not like Pembroke, but
now I would not wish for any prettier place. I have got a horse and
gig, and Drew and myself drive all about the country. I hope my
dear father and mother think of eternal things. Can I do or say
anything to either to do good? When you get my book, read the
'Castaway.'
"You know I never was confirmed. When I was a cadet, I thought it
was a useless sin, as I did not intend to alter (not that it was in
my power to be converted when _I_ chose). I, however, took my first
sacrament on Easter day [16th April 1854], and have communed ever
since.
"I am sure I do not wonder at the time you spent in your room, and
the eagerness with which you catch at useful books--no novels or
worldly books come up to the Sermons of M'Cheyne or the
Commentaries of Scott. I am a great deal in the air, as my fort is
nine miles off, and I have to go down pretty often. It is a great
blessing for me that in my profession I can be intimate with whom I
like, and have not the same trials among my brother officers as
those in a line regiment have. I ought not to say this, for 'where
sin aboundeth, grace aboundeth more fully;' but I am such a
miserable wretch, that I should be sure to be led away. Dearest
Augusta, pray for me, I beg of you."
For several years after the date of the above letter, he alludes very
little to religion, and if we may accept his own statement on the
subject, in a letter from China, dated Taku Forts, 15th March 1862, it
is probable that he went back for a time.
"The climate, work, and everything here suits me, and I am thankful
to say I am happy both in mind and body. I have had a slight attack
of small-pox--it is not necessary to tell my mother this, as it
will trouble her. I am glad to say that this disease has brought me
back to my Saviour, and I trust in future to be a better Christian
than I have been hitherto."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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