Generals -- Great Britain -- Biography; Gordon, Charles George, 1833-1885; Great Britain. Army -- Biography
uncivilized tribes of the human species none the less dangerous. He,
however, by the care of an ever watchful Providence, had escaped
serious harm and reached Khartoum in safety."
CHAPTER VI.
"There is no death, what seems so is transition.
This life of mortal breath is but the suburb of the life Elysian,
Whose portals we call Death."--LONGFELLOW.
Gordon had felt for some time uneasy in his position, as the under
officials looked upon him as a religious fanatic, and too strict to
govern; they tried to annoy him, and they succeeded: so he sent in his
resignation to the Khedive, and as soon as he could conveniently, he
turned his face homeward.
First of course he visited the Khedive, and he received from him a
princely welcome, being addressed by him in these words: "I am glad to
see you Gordon Pasha again amongst us, and have great pleasure in once
more personally acknowledging the loyalty with which you always served my
country, and my government. I should very much like you to remain in my
service, but if you must retire from us, as you say you must, then I am
reluctantly compelled to accept your resignation. I regret, my dear
Gordon, to lose so valued a counsellor and friend, and the hearty
co-operation of so useful a servant: and in parting from you, I desire to
express my sincere thanks to you; assuring you that my remembrance of you
and of your services to this country will never be forgotten."
Gordon was greatly in need of the rest he now seemed to have secured by
his resignation. His over sensitive nature could not have borne up much
longer; a frame of iron must have gone under in such circumstances; for
on his own individual shoulders he carried each man's burden, causing him
days of anxiety and nights of unrest. At Alexandria he was examined by
Dr. MacKie the surgeon to the British Consulate, who certified that he
was "suffering from symptoms of nervous exhaustion. I have recommended
him (the Dr. adds) to retire for several months for complete rest, and
quiet--and that he may be able to enjoy fresh and wholesome food, as I
consider much of this illness is the result of continued bodily fatigue,
anxiety and indigestible food. I have strongly insisted on his
abstaining from all exciting work--especially such as implies business or
political excitement." Splendid advice, but would Gordon follow it?
Could his active life be suppressed even for so short a time? None find
it harder to rest than those who need it most. Gordon had often thought
of what pleasure in rest he would find when his retirement was an
accomplished fact. He would lie in bed until dinner. He would take
short walks after dinner. He would undertake no long journeys, either
driving or by railway. He would not be tempted to go to dinner parties.
He would really have a quiet time; it was, however, only for a short
period.
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