Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Ohio -- Fiction; Politicians -- United States -- Fiction
“No, I don’t want you,” confessed he, frankly. “I don’t know what on
earth I’m going to do with you. How can you break with your father and
everybody and go tracking off into poverty with me?”
“As for that,” began she, “I’ve got something of my own, and----”
She stopped short in horror. What was she saying? Who was talking out
of her mouth and with her voice? She covered her face with her hands.
“I don’t mean it--I’m mad--crazy!” And she was in his arms, with him
caressing her hair.
“You don’t want me,” he said gently, “and I don’t want you. But it
looks as if we’d got to--doesn’t it, Ellen?”
If there had been any abbreviation of her name that she detested more
than any and all others, it had been Ellen. Yet now--in this absurd,
lunatic dream she was having, she liked Ellen--in his voice. It seemed
to be the name she had been waiting for, the name her man would brand
upon her. Ellen. No longer Eleanor Clearwater, but just Ellen--nothing
more.
She laughed hysterically. “I’m glad you didn’t select Ella instead,”
said she. “No doubt I’d have accepted it, but I’d always have felt low.”
They were looking at each other in a dazed way. At the sound of
voices and laughter in the hall, both started and the crimson of
shame deepened and deepened on Miss Clearwater’s cheeks and neck and
shoulders. They faced the others with every sign of confusion and
guilt, neither daring to look at the other. He stammered out phrases
of departure and left, still with not a glance at her. Sayler decided
that he had made an absurd premature proposal and had been sent about
his business--“When he might have had her if he’d kept after her with a
firm tread.”
Out in the cold winter night, George strode along until he was half
way to his hotel. Then he paused and addressed the stars, reeling with
silent laughter!
“What a damn fool I’ve made of myself!”
Another man might have said, “What a fool she made of me!” But George
Helm was no self-excuser, no shifter of responsibilities.
“But I’ve got to put it through,” he went on, still speaking aloud
but addressing the dim landscape in the horizon of which towered the
Capitol. “And since I’ve got to do it, I’ll do it!”
A damn fool!--to take upon his already too heavily burdened shoulders
this extra weight of a woman--and just the kind of woman who could be
heaviest, most useless.
However, instead of walking with bent shoulders, he strode along,
shoulders erect. And presently he was whistling like a boy in a
pasture.
IV
THE MATCH-MAKER
Men--and women--who restrain sentiment to an obscure, uneffectual part
in their own lives take enormous interest in it everywhere else. They
have melting eyes and troublesome noses and throats at sentimental
plays. They give to street beggars and patronize the literature of
slop. They are assiduous matchmakers and want every one--except their
own sons and daughters--to marry for love alone.
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