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“Now, I didn’t mean _that_--not at all,” cried he. “I don’t know how to
talk to women.”
“Indeed you don’t!” retorted she. “You don’t understand them, at all.”
“I see I’ve offended you, Miss Clearwater. I didn’t mean to.”
“_Don’t_ call me Miss Clearwater,” cried she desperately. He had
not moved, but she had--unconsciously--drawn much nearer to
him--almost within his reach. “And don’t--” with a hysterical little
laugh--“_don’t_ call me ma’am.”
He smiled with a kind of grim humor. “I don’t see that it matters what
I call you,” said he, “as long as I can’t call you mine.”
She trembled. “Oh, _won’t_ you understand?” cried she. And she looked
at him with eyes shining with passion.
He shook his head slowly. “Well--I must be going.” With a sudden change
to a look of terrific power. “If I stay here a minute longer, I’ll not
be able to keep my hands off you. I love you, Ellen--and it’s stronger
than I am.”
“Why should you go?” said she, boldly. Her glowing heart told her
it was no time for trifling, for maidenly pretense of coyness. That
sort of game was all very well, with men who understood it--and men
one didn’t especially care about. But this man didn’t understand
it--and he was tremendously worth-while. Plain speaking, or he would
be lost forever. She did not see how she was to marry him; but to lose
him--that would be frightful. “Why should you go?” she said boldly.
“Don’t you want me, George?”
He put his hands behind his back. He grew pale; his eyes seemed deeper
set than ever.
“No man ever made me feel, but you,” she went on. “I belong to you. If
you cast me off----”
He had her in his arms--not because of what she had said but because
he could withstand no longer. “I’ve gone crazy again,” he said, as he
kissed her--as she kissed him--“but you know as well as I do that we
can’t be anything to each other.”
“Don’t think of that,” pleaded she. “Let’s be happy while we can--and
let’s hope.”
“There’s nothing to hope for,” said he, drawing away from her. “I’m
ashamed of myself. I love you, but it isn’t the kind of love a man
gives a woman that he wants to live his life with.”
“Take me, George,” said she. “I’ll be what you want. You can teach me.
I’ll learn. Don’t shut affection and love out of your life. You can’t
be half the man without them that you’ll be with them. Oh, you don’t
understand women. You don’t know what women are for--what a woman is
for--what your woman is for in your life.”
The look of resolution had gone; the look of melancholy had come in its
place.
“I know we can’t marry right away,” she went on. “I’ve got a lot to do,
first. You are poor in one way, and I in another. We’ve got to wait and
work.” She looked up at him, smiling, pleading, her hand touching his
arm. “Don’t you think it’s worth doing, dear?”
He dropped to a chair. “I’ve fooled myself,” he said gloomily. “I
thought I was coming here to give you up. Instead, I came to get you.”
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