Gerald Eversley's Friendship: A Study in Real LifeWelldon, J. E. C. (James Edward Cowell)
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Gerald Eversley's Friendship: A Study in Real Life
Welldon, J. E. C. (James Edward Cowell)
Endowed public schools (Great Britain) -- Fiction; Friendship in youth -- Fiction
Harry Venniker turned on his side and fell asleep; or, if it was not
sleep, it was the unconsciousness which anticipates sleep. He was
awakened by a sound proceeding from a corner of the room. It was a
noise so low that it seemed ashamed of itself. He sat up in the bed.
He listened, but the noise was hushed; then it began again. He became
convinced that it had some connection with Gerald Eversley. He got out
of bed. The light of the moon was streaming through the window, and
by the light of it he was aware that the boy, whose face was turned
away, was sobbing with a heartbroken passionateness. His first thought,
natural to a schoolboy, was, as it had been on the hillside, one of
contempt. But again his kindness of heart guided him aright. He went
and sat down on his room-fellow’s bed and laid his hand upon his
shoulder. He was breaking a rule of the house in getting out of bed
after the lights had been extinguished; but it may be that a Higher
Authority than Mr. Brandiston would have acquitted him.
‘What’s the matter?’ he said in a whisper. No answer came, unless,
indeed, it were a sob; but Harry knew by a sort of instinct that
the boy was weeping for very loneliness and strangeness, and was
experiencing that most honourable of human sentiments which is called
home-sickness. It dawned upon him once more that he was called to be
the friend and protector of this strange boy, his equal in years,
though, if he had been asked what form his friendship or protection
would assume, he could not have told it. After all, in this life, the
deepest, holiest feelings are inexpressible. Gerald would not have
understood him better, and would, I think, have trusted him less, if he
had delivered a consolatory oration than when he put his hand upon his
shoulder and kept it there. He said only, ‘Don’t cry any more. I’ll be
your friend, I said I would, whatever happens, for ever.’ ‘For ever’
is not a long time in the parlance of schoolboys; it seems longer,
perhaps, as we grow older.
At last the sobbing became less convulsive; the tears ceased to flow;
Gerald laid his head anew upon the pillow, and was at peace.
Oh! the sorrows of a young heart, how strong they are and how terrible!
penetrating, agonising, possessing themselves of the whole being,
and turning the rich, prolific life into a wilderness! We speak of
childhood as the time of cloudless joys, of unsullied happiness; but it
is also the time when sorrow is most helpless, and the anguish of an
hour is as that which endures eternally.
Harry Venniker returned to bed and slept. In the morning he made no
allusion to the incident of which the pale moon, throned in heaven, was
the sole arbitress. Never since has he referred to it in conversation
with Gerald Eversley; nor is there anyone who has learnt from him or
will learn what took place.
CHAPTER II
TWO HOMES
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