Gerald Eversley's Friendship: A Study in Real Life — John Shaqi
Gerald Eversley's Friendship: A Study in Real LifeWelldon, J. E. C. (James Edward Cowell)
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Gerald Eversley's Friendship: A Study in Real Life
Welldon, J. E. C. (James Edward Cowell)
Endowed public schools (Great Britain) -- Fiction; Friendship in youth -- Fiction
The second Mrs. Eversley did not alter his opinions or his practices,
except accidentally by the introduction of an annual infant, and in
one year of twins, into the household. She was not young when he
sought her hand in marriage; her enemies might perhaps have called her
middle-aged. He had become acquainted with her by correspondence in
the prosecution of some charitable undertaking, when she had offered
to collect money for an evangelical cause which he had at heart; then
he had met her, and after a time he had married her. It could hardly
be said that she seemed much nearer to him after the marriage than
before it. Her affection was indifference with the chill taken off.
But then the feelings of a man and a woman in respect of matrimony are
not always the same. The man loves the person. The woman sometimes
loves the state. The one desires to marry a particular woman, the other
desires to be married.
It would require a skilful artist to paint the character of the
second Mrs. Eversley. Whatever she did she did always from a sense of
duty. Duty was the keynote of her life. It did not prevent her doing
disagreeable things to other people; but it comforted her (not the
other people) when she had done them. If it generally happened that
her sense of duty coincided with her inclination, that was only what
might naturally be expected in a universe ordered by Providence with
due regard to the circumstances of the second Mrs. Eversley. Not that
Mrs. Eversley ever looked upon her performance of duty as constituting
a title to the divine favour; she knew that her righteousness (like
other people’s) was no better than ‘filthy rags.’ She belonged to
‘the elect;’ other people, or nearly all other people, did not belong
to ‘the elect,’ but to some other body. Mrs. Eversley’s principal
horror was of ‘the world.’ She fought a hand-to-hand fight with that
mysterious impersonation, which seems to be the sum total of all that a
narrowly minded religious man or woman is unwilling that other people
should do. If she spoke of a neighbour as ‘worldly,’ there was no hope
for him or her. To save her own soul in the first instance, and in the
second the souls of her husband and her family (Gerald being included
by a sort of special compliment), and in the third, if the Electing
Power were so gracious, the souls of the people of Kestercham, was
(in Mrs. Eversley’s eyes) the lifework of Mrs. Eversley. It must not
be said that her desire was hypocritical. The motives of human action
are always hard to classify. They are generally mixed, partly good and
partly bad. Two things only may be said to have been clear about Mrs.
Eversley, one, that she was a good woman, the other, that she did not
make goodness particularly attractive.
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