We are not a few. We
will turn on these dogs and rend them. _Proshchaï_, my loved diary.
Farewell! I go to proclaim the Unity.
FOOTNOTES:
[1] In order to preserve the local colour, the Translator has
occasionally left a word or phrase of the MS. in the original Russian.
[2] Dissenters.
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X
"INCURABLE"
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X
"INCURABLE"
"_Cast off among the dead, like the slain that lie in the grave.
Whom Thou rememberest no more, and they are cut off from Thy
hand. Thou hast laid me in the lowest pit, in dark places, in
the deeps. Thy wrath lieth hard upon me and Thou hast afflicted
me with all Thy waves. Thou hast put mine acquaintance far from
me; Thou hast made me an abomination unto them; I am shut up and
I cannot come forth. Mine eye wasteth away by reason of
affliction. I have called daily upon Thee, O Lord, I have spread
forth my hands unto Thee._"--Eighty-eighth Psalm.
There was a restless air about the Refuge. In a few minutes the
friends of the patients would be admitted. The Incurables would hear
the latest gossip of the Ghetto, for the world was still very much
with these abortive lives, avid of sensations, Jewish to the end. It
was an unpretentious institution--two corner houses knocked
together--near the east lung of London; supported mainly by the poor
at a penny a week, and scarcely recognized by the rich; so that
paraplegia and vertigo and rachitis and a dozen other hopeless
diseases knocked hopelessly at its narrow portals. But it was a model
institution all the same, and the patients lacked for nothing except
freedom from pain. There was even a miniature synagogue for their
spiritual needs, with the women's compartment religiously railed off
from the men's, as if these grotesque ruins of sex might still
distract each other's devotions.
Yet the Rabbis knew human nature. The sprightly, hydrocephalous,
paralytic Leah had had the chair she inhabited carried down into the
men's sitting-room to beguile the moments, and was smiling
fascinatingly upon the deaf blind man, who had the Braille Bible at
his fingers' ends, and read on as stolidly as St. Anthony. Mad Mo had
strolled vacuously into the ladies' ward, and, indifferent to the
pretty white-aproned Christian nurses, was loitering by the side of a
weird, hatchet-faced cripple with a stiletto-shaped nose supporting
big spectacles. Like most of the patients she was up and dressed; only
a few of the white pallets ranged along the walls were occupied.
"Leah says she'd be quite happy if she could walk like you," said Mad
Mo in complimentary tones. "She always says Milly walks so beautiful.
She says you can walk the whole length of the garden." Milly, huddled
in her chair, smiled miserably.
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