Gilian The Dreamer: His Fancy, His Love and AdventureMunro, Neil
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Gilian The Dreamer: His Fancy, His Love and Adventure
Munro, Neil
Highlands (Scotland) -- Fiction
At this Gilian’s confusion increased. Here was another to misunderstand,
and he had thought she was shivering to his fancy as he was himself. He
turned to hide his disappointment. At once the lines disappeared. She
rose and put an arm over his shoulder and stooped the little that was
necessary to whisper in his ear.
“I know, I think I know,” said she; “but look, I’m very old and ancient.
Oh, dear! I once had my own fancies, but I think they must have
been sweat out of me in my constancy to my brothers’ oven-grate and
roasting-jack. It must be the old, darling, foolish Highlands in us,
my dear, the old people and the old stupid stories they are telling for
generations round the fire, and it must be the hills about us, and the
constant complaint of the sea--tuts! am not I foolish to be weeping
because a boy from Glen Aray has not learned to keep his lips closed on
his innermost thought?”
Gilian looked up, and behold! she was in a little rain of tears, at
least her eyes swam soft in moisture. It comforted him exceedingly, for
it showed that after all she understood.
“If you were a little older,” she said, “so old as the merchants of the
town that are all too much on the hunt for the bawbees and the world
to sit down and commune with themselves, or if you were so old as my
brothers there and so hardened, I would be the last to say my thoughts
ever stirred an ell-length out of the customary track of breakfast,
beds, dinner and supper. Do not think I do not love and reverence my
brothers, mind you!” she added almost fiercely, rubbing with her lustre
apron the table there was nothing to rub from save its polish. “Oh!
they are big men and far-travelled men, and they have seen the wonderful
sights. They used to get great thick letters franked from the Government
with every post, and the Duke will be calling on them now and then in
his chariot. They speak to me of nothing but the poorest, simplest,
meanest transactions of the day because they think I cannot comprehend
nor feel. Gilian, do you know I am afraid of them? Not of John
the Captain, for he is different, with a tongue that goes, but I’m
frightened when the General and the Cornal sit and look at me saying
nothing because I am a woman.”
“I do not like people to sit looking at me saying nothing,” said Gilian,
“because when I sit and look at people without saying anything I am
reading them far in. But mostly I would sooner be making up things in my
mind.”
“Ah!” said she, “that is because your mind is young and spacious;
theirs, poor dears, are full of things that have actually happened, and
they need not fancy the orra any more.”
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