The matron closed the door upon herself and the farmer, leaving Sally a
quivering, sobbing little thing, huddled against the wall, her nails
digging into the flesh of her palms. If anyone had asked her: “Sally,
why is your heart broken? Why do you cry like that?” she could not have
answered intelligently. She would have groped for words to express that
quality within her that burned a steady flame all these years,
unquenchable, even under the soul-stifling, damp blanket of charity. She
knew dimly that it was pride—a fierce, arrogant pride, that told her
that Sally Ford, by birth, was entitled to the best that life had to
offer.
And now—her body quivered with an agony which had no name and which was
the more terrible for its namelessness—she was to be thrust out into the
world, or that part of the world represented by Clem Carson and his
family. To eat the bitter bread of charity, to slave for the food she
put into her stomach, which craved delicacies she had never tasted; to
be treated as a servant, to have the shame of being an orphan, a child
nobody wanted, continuously held up before her shrinking, hunted
eyes—that was the fate which being sixteen had brought upon Sally Ford.
Every June they came—farmers like Clem Carson, seeking “hired girls”
whom they would not have to pay. Carson himself had taken three girls
from the orphanage.
Rena Cooper, who had gone to the Carson farm when Sally was thirteen,
had come back to the Home in September, a broken, dispirited thing—Rena,
who had been so gay and bright and saucy. Annie Springer had been his
choice the next year, and Annie had never come back. The story that
drifted into the orphanage by some mysterious grapevine had it that
Annie had found a “fellow” on the farm, a hired man, with whom she had
wandered away without the formality of a marriage ceremony.
The third summer, when he could not have Sally, he had taken Ruby
Presser, pretty, sweet little Ruby, who had been in love with Eddie
Cobb, one of the orphaned boys, since she was thirteen or fourteen years
old. Eddie had run away from the Home, after promising Ruby to come back
for her and marry her when he was grown-up and making enough money for
two to live on.
Ruby had gotten into mysterious trouble on the Carson farm—the
“grapevine” never supplied concrete details—and Ruby had run away from
the farm, only to be caught by the police and sent to the reformatory,
the particular hell with which every orphan was threatened if she dared
disobey even a minor rule of the Home. Delicate, sweet little Ruby in
the reformatory—that evil place where “incorrigibles” poisoned the minds
of good girls like Ruby Presser, made criminals of them, too.
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