“Tired, Sally? They work you too hard,” David said softly, as he seated
himself at a little distance from her. “I suppose you’ll be glad to get
back to the—Home in the fall.”
Sally’s dream-filled eyes, barely discernible in the dark, turned toward
him, and her voice, hushed but determined, spoke the words that had been
throbbing in her brain for four days:
“I’m not going back to the Home—ever. I’m going to run away.”
“Good for you!” David applauded. Then, with sudden seriousness: “But
what will you do? A girl alone, like you? And won’t they try to bring
you back? Isn’t there a law that will let them hunt you like a
criminal?”
“Oh, yes. The state’s my legal guardian until I’m eighteen, and I’m only
sixteen. In some states it’s twenty-one,” Sally answered, fright
creeping back into her voice. “But I’m going to do it anyway. I’d rather
die than go back to the orphanage for two more years. You don’t know
what it’s like,” she added with sudden vehemence, and a sob-catch in her
throat.
“Tell me, Sally,” David urged gently.
And Sally told him—in short, gasping sentences, roughened sometimes by
tears—of the life of orphaned girls.
“We have enough to eat to keep from starving and they give us four new
dresses a year,” Sally went on recklessly, her long-dammed-up emotion
released by his sympathy and understanding, though he said so little.
“And they don’t actually beat us, unless we’ve done something pretty
bad; but oh, it’s the knowing that we’re orphans and that the state
takes care of us and that nobody cares whether we live or die that makes
it so hard to bear! From the time we enter the orphanage we are made to
feel that everyone else is better than we are, and it’s not right for
children, who will be men and women some day, with their livings to
make, to feel that way!”
“Yes, an inferiority complex is a pretty bad handicap,” David
interrupted gently.
“I know about inferiority complexes,” Sally took him up eagerly. “I’ve
read a lot and studied a lot. We have a branch of the public library in
the orphanage, but we’re only allowed to take out one book a week. I’ll
graduate from high school next June—if I go back! But I won’t go back!”
“But Sally, Sally, what could you do?” David persisted. “You haven’t any
money—”
“No,” Sally acknowledged passionately. “I’ve never had more than a
nickel at one time to call my own! Think of it, David! A girl of
sixteen, who has never had more than a nickel of her own in her life!
And only a nickel given to me by some soft-hearted, sentimental visitor!
But I can work, and if I can’t find anything to do, I’d rather starve
than go back.”
David’s hand, concealed by the darkness, was upon hers before she knew
that it was coming.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account