England -- Fiction; Ghost stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
She looked at me again, but she did not answer. It was difficult to get
anything out of her. She put up no fight, only remained in the same
swarthy, passive, negative resistance. For a moment I wondered that no
men made love to her: it was obvious they didn't. But then, modern young
men are accustomed to being attracted, flattered, impressed: they expect
an effort to please. And Mrs. Hale made none: didn't know how. Which for
me was her mystery. She was passive, static, locked up in a resistant
passivity that had fire beneath it.
Lord Lathkill came and sat by us. The Colonel's confession had had an
effect on him.
"I'm afraid," he said to Mrs. Hale, "you have a thin time here."
"Why?" she asked.
"Oh, there is so little to amuse you. Do you like to dance?"
"Yes," she said.
"Well, then," he said, "let us go downstairs and dance to the Victrola.
There are four of us. You'll come, of course?" he said to me.
Then he turned to his mother.
"Mother, we shall go down to the morning-room and dance. Will you come
too? Will you. Colonel?"
The dowager gazed at her son.
"I will come and look on," she said.
"And I will play the pianola, if you like," volunteered the Colonel.
We went down, and pushed aside the chintz chairs and the rugs. Lady
Lathkill sat in a chair, the Colonel worked away at the pianola. I
danced with Carlotta, Lord Lathkill with Mrs. Hale.
A quiet soothing came over me, dancing with Carlotta. She was very still
and remote, and she hardly looked at me. Yet the touch of her was
wonderful, like a flower that yields itself to the morning. Her warm,
silken shoulder was soft and grateful under my hand, as if it knew me
with that second knowledge which is part of one's childhood, and which
so rarely blossoms again in manhood and womanhood. It was as if we had
known each other perfectly, as children, and now, as man and woman, met
in the full, further sympathy. Perhaps, in modern people, only after
long suffering and defeat, can the naked intuition break free between
woman and man.
She, I knew, let the strain and the tension of all her life depart from
her then, leaving her nakedly still, within my arm. And I only wanted to
be with her, to have her in my touch.
Yet after the second dance she looked at me, and suggested that she
should dance with her husband. So I found myself with the strong,
passive shoulder of Mrs. Hale under my hand, and her inert hand in mine,
as I looked down at her dusky, dirty-looking neck--she wisely avoided
powder. The duskiness of her mesmerised body made me see the faint dark
sheen of her thighs, with intermittent black hairs. It was as if they
shone through the silk of her mauve dress, like the limbs of a half-wild
animal, that is locked up in its own helpless dumb winter, a prisoner.
She knew, with the heavy intuition of her sort, that I glimpsed her
crude among the bushes, and felt her attraction. But she kept looking
away over my shoulder, with her yellow eyes, towards Lord Lathkill.
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