England -- Fiction; Ghost stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
"Oh, pardon, pardon," he said, seeming, as he stretched, quivering, to
grow bigger and almost splendid, sending out rays of fire to the dark
young woman. "Oh, Mother, thank you for my limbs, and my body! Oh,
Mother, thank you for my knees and my shoulders at this moment! Oh,
Mother, thank you that my body is straight and alive! Oh, Mother,
torrents of spring, torrents of spring, whoever said that?"
"Don't you forget yourself, my boy?" said his mother.
"Oh no, dear, no! Oh, Mother dear, a man has to be in love in his
thighs, the way you ride a horse. Why don't we stay in love that way all
our lives? Why do we turn into corpses with consciousness? Oh, Mother of
my body, thank you for my body, you strange woman with white hair! I
don't know much about you, but my body came from you, so thank you, my
dear. I shall think of you to-night!"
"Hadn't we better go?" she said, beginning to tremble.
"Why, yes," he said, turning and looking strangely at the dark young
woman. "Yes, let us go; let us go!"
Carlotta gazed at him, then, with strange, heavy, searching look, at me.
I smiled to her, and she looked away. The dark young woman looked over
her shoulder as she went out. Lady Lathkill hurried past her son, with
head ducked. But still he laid his hand on her shoulder, and she stopped
dead.
"Good-night, Mother, Mother of my face and my thighs. Thank you for the
night to come, dear. Mother of my body."
She glanced up at him rapidly, nervously, then hurried away. He stared
after her, then switched off the light.
"Funny old Mother!" he said. "I never realised before that she was the
mother of my shoulders and my hips, as well as my brain. Mother of my
thighs!"
He switched off some of the lights as we went, accompanying me to my
room.
"You know," he said, "I can understand that the Colonel is happy, now
the forlorn ghost of Lucy is comforted in his heart. After all, he
married her! And she must be content at last: he has a beautiful chest,
don't you think? Together they will sleep well. And then he will begin
to live the life of the living again. How friendly the house feels
to-night! But, after all, it is my old home. And the smell of
plum-blossom--don't you notice it? It is our ghost, in silence like a
crocus. There, your fire has died down! But it's a nice room! I hope our
ghost will come to you. I think she will. Don't speak to her. It makes
her go away. She, too, is a ghost of silence. We talk far too much. But
now I am going to be silent too, and a ghost of silence. Good-night!"
He closed the door softly and was gone. And softly, in silence, I took
off my things. I was thinking of Carlotta, and a little sadly, perhaps,
because of the power of circumstance over us. This night I could have
worshipped her with my body, and she, perhaps, was stripped in the body
to be worshipped. But it was not for me, at this hour, to fight against
circumstances.
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