Gothic fiction; Ireland -- History -- Rebellion of 1798 -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Romans à clef
Lord Avondale thought he had much to say—many things to ask:—he wished
to explain the feelings of his heart—to tell Calantha, once at least
before he quitted her, how deeply—how dearly he had loved,—how, though
unworthy in his own estimation of aspiring to her hand, the remembrance
of her should stimulate him to every noble exertion, and raise him to
a reputation which, without her influence, he never could attain:—he
thought that he could have clasped her to his bosom, and pressed upon her
lips the first kiss of love—the dearest, the truest pledge of fondness
and devotion. But, scarcely able to speak, confused and faultering, he
dared not approach her:—he saw one before him robed in purity, and more
than vestal innocence—one timidly fearful of even a look, or thought,
that breathed aught against that virtue which alone it worshipped.
“I am come,” he said, at length, “forgive my rashness, to restore
this bracelet, and myself to place it around your arms. Permit me to
say—farewell, before I leave you, perhaps for ever.” As he spoke, he
endeavoured to clasp the diamond lock;—his hand trembled;—Calantha started
from him. “Oh!” said she, “you know not what you do:—I am enough his
already:—be not you the person to devote me to him more completely:—do
not render me utterly miserable.” Though not entirely understanding her,
he scarcely could command himself. Her look, her manner—all told him too
certainly that which overcame his heart with delight.—“She loves me,” he
thought, “and I will die sooner than yield her to any human being:—she
loves me;” and, regardless of fears—of prudence—of every other feeling,
he pressed her one moment to his bosom. “Oh love me, Calantha,” was all
he had time to say; for she broke from him, and fled, too much agitated
to reply. That he had presumed too far, he feared; but that she was not
indifferent to him, he had heard and seen. The thought filled him with
hope, and rendered him callous to all that might befall him.
The Duke entered the room as Calantha quitted it.—“Avondale,” he said,
offering him his hand, “speak to me, for I wish much to converse with
you before we part:—all I ask is, that you will not deceive me. Something
more than common has taken place:—I observed you with my child.” “I must
indeed speak with you,” said Lord Avondale firmly, but with considerable
agitation. “Every thing I hold dear—my life—my happiness—depend on what I
have to say.” He then informed the Duke with sincerity of his attachment
for Calantha,—proud and eager to acknowledge it, even though he feared
that his hopes might never be realized.
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