Gothic fiction; Ireland -- History -- Rebellion of 1798 -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Romans à clef
Unhappy Avondale! even such an avowal did not open his eyes, or deter him
from his pursuit. Love blinds the wisest: and fierce passion domineers
over reason. The dread of another separation inspired him with alarm.
Agitated—furious—he now combatted every objection, ventured every promise,
and loved even with greater fondness from the increasing dread of again
losing what he had hoped was already his own.—“Men of the world are
without religion,” said Calantha with tears; “Women of the world are
without principle. Truth is regarded by none. I love and honour my God,
even more than I love you; and truth is dearer to me than life. I am not
like those I see:—my education, my habits, my feelings are different;
I am like one uncivilized and savage; and if you place me in society,
you will have to blush every hour for the faults I shall involuntarily
commit. Besides this objection, my temper—I am more violent—Oh that it
were not so; but can I, ought I, to deceive you?”... “You are all that is
noble, frank and generous: you shall guide me,” said Lord Avondale; “and
I will protect you. Be mine:—fear me not:—your principles, I venerate;
your religion I will study—will learn—will believe in.—What more?”
Lord Avondale sought, and won that strange uncertain being, for whom he
was about to sacrifice so much. He considered not the lengthened journey
of life—the varied scenes through which they were to pass; where all
the qualities in which she was wholly deficient would be so often and
so absolutely required—discretion, prudence, firm and steady principle,
obedience, humility.—But to all her confessions and remonstrances, he
replied:—“I love, and you return my passion:—can we be otherwise than
blest! You are the dearest object of my affection, my life, my hope,
my joy. If you can live without me, which I do not believe, I cannot
without you; and that is sufficient. Sorrows must come on all; but united
together we can brave them.—My Calantha you torture me, but to try me.
Were I to renounce you—were I to take you at your word, you, you would
be the first to regret and to reproach me.”—“It is but the name of wife
I hate,” replied the spoiled and wayward child.—“I must command:—my
will.”—“Your will, shall be my law,” said Lord Avondale, as he knelt
before her: “you shall be my mistress—my guide—my monitress—and I, a
willing slave.”—So spoke the man, who, like the girl he addressed, had
died sooner than have yielded up his freedom, or his independence to
another; who, high and proud, had no conception of even the slightest
interference with his conduct or opposition to his wishes; and who at
the very moment that in words he yielded up his liberty, sought only
the fulfilment of his own desire, and the attainment of an object upon
which he had fixed his mind.
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