Gothic fiction; Ireland -- History -- Rebellion of 1798 -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Romans à clef
For once they felt justly; and in this instance their conduct was
received without resentment. There was a darker shade on the brow,
an assumed distance of manner, a certain studied civility, which
seemed to say, that, by favour, Lady Avondale was excused much; that
the laws of society would still admit her; that her youth, her rank
and high connexions, were considerations which everted from her that
stigmatising brand, her inexcusable behaviour otherwise had drawn
down: but still the mark was set upon her, and she felt its bitterness
the more, because she knew how much it had been deserved.
Yet of what avail were the reproving looks of friends, the bitter
taunts of companions, whom long habit had rendered familiar, the
ill-timed menaces and rough reproaches of some, and the innuendoes and
scornful jests of others? They only tended to harden a mind rendered
fierce by strong passion, and strengthen the natural violence of a
character which had set all opposition at defiance, and staked every
thing upon one throw—which had been unused to refuse itself the
smallest gratification, and knew not how to endure the first trial to
which it ever had been exposed. Kindness had been the only remaining
hope; and kindness, such as the human heart can scarce believe in,
was shewn in vain. Yet the words which are so spoken seldom fail to
sooth. Even when on the verge of ruin, the devoted wretch will turn
and listen to the accents which pity and benevolence vouchsafe to
utter; and though they may come too late, her last looks and words
may bless the hand that was thus stretched out to save her.
It was with such looks of grateful affection that Lady Avondale turned
to Mrs. Seymour, when she marked the haughty frowns of Lady Margaret,
and the cold repulsive glance with which many others received her. Yet
still she lived upon the morrow; and, with an anguish that destroyed
her, watched, vainly watched, for every returning post. Daily she
walked to that accustomed spot—that dear, that well-known spot, where
often and often she had seen and heard the man who then would have
given his very existence to please; and the remembrance of his love,
of his promises, in some measure re-assured her.
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