Gothic fiction; Ireland -- History -- Rebellion of 1798 -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Romans à clef
Days again passed in fruitless expectation; nights, in unceasing
wakefulness and grief. At length one morning, a letter was put into
Lady Avondale’s hands. It was from Glenarvon. It is impossible to
describe the joy, the transport of that moment; nor how, pressing it
to her lips, she returned thanks to God for receiving, what it was a
crime against that Being thus to value. She glanced her eye over the
superscription; but she durst not open it. She dreaded lest some cause
should be assigned for so long a silence, which might appear less
kind than what she could easily endure. The seal was not his seal;
and the black wax, so constantly his custom to use, was exchanged for
red. The motto upon the seal (for lovers attend to all) was not that
which at all times he made use of when addressing Calantha. It was
a seal she knew too well. A strange foreboding that he was changed,
filled her mind. She was prepared for the worst, as she apprehended.
At last she broke the seal; but she was not prepared for the following
words written by his own hand, and thus addressed to her. Oh! had he
the heart to write them?
Mortanville Priory, November the 9th.
Lady Avondale,
I am no longer your lover; and since you oblige me to confess it,
by this truly unfeminine persecution,—learn, that I am attached to
another; whose name it would of course be dishonourable to mention. I
shall ever remember with gratitude the many instances I have received
of the predilection you have shewn in my favour. I shall ever continue
your friend, if your ladyship will permit me so to style myself; and,
as a first proof of my regard, I offer you this advice, correct your
vanity, which is ridiculous; exert your absurd caprices upon others;
and leave me in peace.
Your most obedient servant,
GLENARVON.
This letter was sealed and directed by Lady Mandeville; but the hand
that wrote it was Lord Glenarvon’s; and therefore it had its full
effect. Yes; it went as it was intended, to the very heart; and the
wound thus given, was as deep as the most cruel enemy could have
desired. The grief of a mother for the loss of her child has been
described, though the hand of the painter fails ever in expressing
the agonies of that moment. The sorrows of a mistress when losing
the lover she adores, has been the theme of every age. Poetry and
painting, have exhausted the expression of her despair, and painted
to the life, that which themselves could conceive—could feel and
understand. Every one can sympathise with their sufferings; and that
which others commiserate, is felt with less agony by ourselves. But
who can sympathize with guilt, or who lament the just reward of crime?
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