Americans -- Europe -- Fiction; Imaginary places -- Europe -- Fiction; Princesses -- Fiction; Revolutions -- Fiction
"Herr Trafford," she began in a mechanical voice, "I want to tell you
the history of my maiden fancies. At the age of seventeen--when
staying at Weissheim, at my father's schloss, the Marienkastel--I
fell in love with a young officer in the Guides. He was handsome,
aristocratic, a gallant man with a refined nature and a superb
athlete as well. He loved me dearly--was more to me than my father,
mother or anyone or anything in the kingdom of Grimland. But my
infatuation was divined, and we were separated. I wept, I stormed, I
vowed nothing would ever comfort me. Nevertheless, in six months I
was a happy, laughing girl again with an intense love of life, and
only an occasional stab of regret for a heart I had sworn to call my
own."
Trafford's face showed his sympathy, but he did not speak.
"Then came the winter of 1904," the Princess went on with the same
unemotional tone. "In our unsuccessful rebellion of that fatal
winter an Englishman performed prodigies of valor. It was mainly
owing to his foresight and daring that King Karl saved his
throne--and my father and brother met death instead of the crown that
was within their grasp. Later, it is true, this same Englishman
saved my life and procured my escape from Grimland. But, even so,
would any girl not dowered by Providence with a fickle disposition
permit any feeling to dwell in her heart other than hate and horror
for such a man? And yet, I was on the point of experiencing
something more than admiration for this fearless Englishman, a second
conquest of my heart was imminent"--she paused to scrutinise the face
of the man at her side, watching keenly for some signs of
disapproval--"when it was nipped in the bud, strangled in its
infancy, if ever there, by his choosing a mate elsewhere. So, once
again I was fancy free. What then is love--my love?" she exclaimed
wistfully. "A gust that blusters and dies down, a swift passing
thunder-storm, a mocking dream,"--her voice quavered and sank,--"a
false vision of a sun that never rose on plain or on mountain."
Trafford met the sadness of her gaze with eyes that twinkled with a
strange kindliness. The story of her life had moved him strongly.
At the beginning of their interview he had felt like a seafarer
listening to the voice of the siren. He had been bartering his
strength and manhood for the silken joys of a woman's allurements.
His native shrewdness had told him that he was being enticed less for
himself than the usufruct of his brain and muscles; but the bait was
so sweet that his exalted senses had deemed it more than worthy of
the price he paid. Had the Princess Gloria avowed a deep and
spontaneous passion for him, he would not have believed her; but he
would have been content, and well content, with the agreeable lie.
But she had been honest with him,--honest to the detriment of her own
interest.
"You don't dislike me, do you?" he blurted out, at length.
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