Gloria : $b A novelSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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Gloria : $b A novel
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
Maryland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Women -- United States -- Fiction
Often Gloria tried to see and console her stricken uncle; but he always
refused to have her, saying:
“Let all innocent beings keep aloof from me.”
Thus, in alternations between the frenzy of remorse and the stupor of
despair, Marcel de Crespigney passed the interval between the death and
burial of his “murdered wife,” as, in his morbid self-reproach, he
called her.
“Words kill!” he answered to the expostulations of his friend, the
doctor. “Words kill, and I killed her with cruel words! The last words I
spoke to her—the last words her failing senses heard from me—were cruel,
murderous words! They killed her! What though no law can drag me before
an earthly tribunal to answer for her life? Before the awful judgment
seat of the God in my own soul, I stand a self-convicted murderer!”
The good doctor shrugged his shoulders, reflecting that it was of no use
to argue with a man whose morbid sensibility made him, for the time
being, a monomaniac.
Marcel de Crespigney, who had so greatly distinguished himself for
martial courage and ability during the Mexican war, was weaker than a
child where his sympathies were involved.
This weakness had betrayed him into all the misery of his life. It had
drawn him, in his early youth, into a marriage with a plain, sickly,
faded woman, who loved him with that morbid, exclusive, absorbing
passion that, disappointed, sometimes sends its victim to the madhouse
or the grave.
He had married her—let the truth be here told—from the promptings of
compassion alone. He had given her all that he had to give—sympathy,
tenderness, service. But this was not love—not the love she craved and
missed. Hence came humiliation, morbid brooding, and the monomania that
turned all his kindly acts and motives into outrage and offence.
Had children blessed their union, and so divided her thoughts and
affections, or had they—the husband and wife—though childless, lived in
a city, where society must have claimed some of her attention, and
taught her something of life, she might have been much healthier in mind
and body, and their marriage might have been happier.
But in the drear solitude of Promontory Hall, with no children to
fondle, no society but that of the studious, intellectual man whom she
vainly and madly loved, there could have been but one of two results for
her—madness or death. The most merciful of the two was hers.
But it was also impossible that De Crespigney’s mind, under all these
circumstances, should have retained its healthy tone, or that his long
patience should not have at last become exhausted, so that in one moment
of unexampled exasperation he lost the self-control of years and told
her the truth—the truth, not “in love,” but in wrath and scorn, that had
slain her.
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