“A few days after my conversation with the old Dutchman,” Derville
continued, “I sent in my thesis, and became first a licentiate in
law, and afterwards an advocate. The old miser’s opinion of me went up
considerably. He consulted me (gratuitously) on all the ticklish bits
of business which he undertook when he had made quite sure how he stood,
business which would have seemed unsafe to any ordinary practitioner.
This man, over whom no one appeared to have the slightest influence,
listened to my advice with something like respect. It is true that he
always found that it turned out very well.
“At length I became head-clerk in the office where I had worked for
three years and then I left the Rue des Gres for rooms in my employer’s
house. I had my board and lodging and a hundred and fifty francs per
month. It was a great day for me!
“When I went to bid the usurer good-bye, he showed no sign of feeling,
he was neither cordial nor sorry to lose me, he did not ask me to come
to see him, and only gave me one of those glances which seemed in some
sort to reveal a power of second-sight.
“By the end of a week my old neighbor came to see me with a tolerably
thorny bit of business, an expropriation, and he continued to ask for my
advice with as much freedom as if he paid for it.
“My principal was a man of pleasure and expensive tastes; before the
second year (1818-1819) was out he had got himself into difficulties,
and was obliged to sell his practice. A professional connection in those
days did not fetch the present exorbitant prices, and my principal asked
a hundred and fifty thousand francs. Now an active man, of competent
knowledge and intelligence, might hope to pay off the capital in ten
years, paying interest and living respectably in the meantime--if
he could command confidence. But I as the seventh child of a small
tradesman at Noyon, I had not a sou to my name, nor personal knowledge
of any capitalist but Daddy Gobseck. An ambitious idea, and an
indefinable glimmer of hope, put heart into me. To Gobseck I betook
myself, and slowly one evening I made my way to the Rue des Gres. My
heart thumped heavily as I knocked at his door in the gloomy house. I
recollected all the things that he used to tell me, at a time when I
myself was very far from suspecting the violence of the anguish awaiting
those who crossed his threshold. Now it was I who was about to beg and
pray like so many others.
“‘Well, no, not _that_,’ I said to myself; ‘an honest man must keep his
self-respect wherever he goes. Success is not worth cringing for; let us
show him a front as decided as his own.’
“Daddy Gobseck had taken my room since I left the house, so as to have
no neighbor; he had made a little grated window too in his door since
then, and did not open until he had taken a look at me and saw who I
was.
“‘Well,’ said he, in his thin, flute notes, ‘so your principal is
selling his practice?’
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