“‘What life could be as glorious as mine?’ he continued, and his eyes
lighted up. ‘You are young, your mental visions are colored by youthful
blood, you see women’s faces in the fire, while I see nothing but coals
in mine. You have all sorts of beliefs, while I have no beliefs at
all. Keep your illusions--if you can. Now I will show you life with
the discount taken off. Go wherever you like, or stay at home by the
fireside with your wife, there always comes a time when you settle down
in a certain groove, the groove is your preference; and then happiness
consists in the exercise of your faculties by applying them to
realities. Anything more in the way of precept is false. My principles
have been various, among various men; I had to change them with every
change of latitude. Things that we admire in Europe are punishable in
Asia, and a vice in Paris becomes a necessity when you have passed the
Azores. There are no such things as hard-and-fast rules; there are only
conventions adapted to the climate. Fling a man headlong into one social
melting pot after another, and convictions and forms and moral systems
become so many meaningless words to him. The one thing that always
remains, the one sure instinct that nature has implanted in us, is the
instinct of self-interest. If you had lived as long as I have, you would
know that there is but one concrete reality invariable enough to be
worth caring about, and that is--GOLD. Gold represents every form of
human power. I have traveled. I found out that there were either hills
or plains everywhere: the plains are monotonous, the hills a weariness;
consequently, place may be left out of the question. As to manners; man
is man all the world over. The same battle between the poor and the rich
is going on everywhere; it is inevitable everywhere; consequently, it is
better to exploit than to be exploited. Everywhere you find the man of
thews and sinews who toils, and the lymphatic man who torments himself;
and pleasures are everywhere the same, for when all sensations are
exhausted, all that survives is Vanity--Vanity is the abiding substance
of us, the _I_ in us. Vanity is only to be satisfied by gold in floods.
Our dreams need time and physical means and painstaking thought before
they can be realized. Well, gold contains all things in embryo; gold
realizes all things for us.
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