remark: ‘We have, for a while, tarried amongst this people, and failed to
discern the slightest response on their part.’ Oftentimes He alluded to
His disappearance from our midst, yet none of us understood His meaning.”
Finally, discerning, as He Himself testifies in the Kitáb-i-Íqán, “the
signs of impending events,” He decided that before they happened He would
retire. “The one object of Our retirement,” He, in that same Book affirms,
“was to avoid becoming a subject of discord among the faithful, a source
of disturbance unto Our companions, the means of injury to any soul, or
the cause of sorrow to any heart.” “Our withdrawal,” He, moreover, in that
same passage emphatically asserts, “contemplated no return, and Our
separation hoped for no reunion.”
Suddenly, and without informing any one even among the members of His own
family, on the 12th of Rajab 1270 A.H. (April 10, 1854), He departed,
accompanied by an attendant, a Muḥammadan named Abu’l-Qásim-i-Hamadání, to
whom He gave a sum of money, instructing him to act as a merchant and use
it for his own purposes. Shortly after, that servant was attacked by
thieves and killed, and Bahá’u’lláh was left entirely alone in His
wanderings through the wastes of Kurdistán, a region whose sturdy and
warlike people were known for their age-long hostility to the Persians,
whom they regarded as seceders from the Faith of Islám, and from whom they
differed in their outlook, race and language.
Attired in the garb of a traveler, coarsely clad, taking with Him nothing
but his ka_sh_kúl (alms-bowl) and a change of clothes, and assuming the
name of Darví_sh_ Muḥammad, Bahá’u’lláh retired to the wilderness, and
lived for a time on a mountain named Sar-Galú, so far removed from human
habitations that only twice a year, at seed sowing and harvest time, it
was visited by the peasants of that region. Alone and undisturbed, He
passed a considerable part of His retirement on the top of that mountain
in a rude structure, made of stone, which served those peasants as a
shelter against the extremities of the weather. At times His
dwelling-place was a cave to which He refers in His Tablets addressed to
the famous _Sh_ay_kh_ ‘Abdu’r-Rahmán and to Maryam, a kinswoman of His. “I
roamed the wilderness of resignation” He thus depicts, in the
Lawḥ-i-Maryam, the rigors of His austere solitude, “traveling in such wise
that in My exile every eye wept sore over Me, and all created things shed
tears of blood because of My anguish. The birds of the air were My
companions and the beasts of the field My associates.” “From My eyes,” He,
referring in the Kitáb-i-Íqán to those days, testifies, “there rained
tears of anguish, and in My bleeding heart surged an ocean of agonizing
pain. Many a night I had no food for sustenance, and many a day My body
found no rest.... Alone I communed with My spirit, oblivious of the world
and all that is therein.”
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