Fashion -- 19th century -- Periodicals; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Women's periodicals, American
"For my part," said Isabel, "I like to see ladies know their places, as
well as servants. What right has any one to charge another with falsehood,
and expect them to be silent under the false charge, merely because they
have agreed to give them the labor of their hands for a paltry sum counted
out to them on Saturday night? Anna was educated to thoughts and habits of
strict integrity, and I do not wonder at her proud retort."
Isabel had been indignant all day, but had controlled her lips till now;
her eyes flashed as she spoke, and, when she was done, she went to the
piano and played several spirited airs with even more spirit than was
necessary; then, turning to us, said--
"Did mother ever tell you her history?"
"No," said Sarah.
"Nor you, Miss Bell?"
"Never."
"She wrote it out for me a year ago. I will read it to you, if you wish."
Now, I had often wished to know her earlier life, but did not think
it right for Isabel to read to us what was probably written for her
alone; so I ran up stairs, where Mrs. Clark was engaged with the younger
children, and told her what Isabel proposed doing, inquiring if it met her
approbation.
"I wrote it," said she, pleasantly, "as a lesson for my daughter; but I am
willing others should be benefited with her."
Feeling that I had wronged Isabel by supposing she would do anything
improper, I returned to the parlor just as she was ready to read the
following:--
* * * * *
The first dream of my life was to be a school-teacher. The first
morning of my going to school, the sweet lady who was teaching in our
district took me on her lap, and asked me if I did not wish to become a
school-teacher. I felt that to be like her would be pleasant; and so, from
that time, it was the acme of my ambition to become what Polly Frazier
was--pleasant name it is, even now--and I was careful about _this_, and
I learned _that_, because it was necessary for a teacher to know such
things. My parents and instructors encouraged the idea, and it was with me
a settled purpose. I hardly know how young I was when I learned that, to
teach successfully, I must govern well. I desired not to rule merely, but
to instruct; and, when my teacher would let me hear the little ones read,
how tearfully happy I was if I succeeded in giving them a new sound, or
right pronunciation!
Thus time passed with me until I was twelve, when my father came from an
eastern State to Pennsylvania. Soon after, by one of those great wrongs,
where no one is to blame, my father lost the little property he brought
with him to this part of the country, and a family of eight was dependent
on what he could earn at his trade. Money was scarce and provisions dear,
and you may judge of my feelings when my father came home every day more
and more tired, and our resources became day by day more and more reduced;
for, though my mother was a good manager, yet there are limits beyond
which it is impossible to manage at all.
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